Memos of a Teenage Minority, chapter 3
9-30-06
10:40 AM
Dear Journal,
I'm back with Mike. I kind of regret it. I mean. he's put me thorugh so much bullshit, I don't know if I want to deal with it again. And sad to say, I'm not happy with the way my life turned out either. I wish I was with Juan... But he dosen't want a girlfriend. Pfft. Whatever. I kind of hate him right now, and then I kind of don't.
I was supposed to go to the movies today with him, but Since he dosen't want to date anyone, I decided I would not go. I should stay and talk to Mike on AIM... Like I always do. I need friends. Good friends. Who want to go out every Saturday and do stuff. Not Olivia.. I do too many things with her. But it's always fun. So it's all good.
Ahh. My mom had to work today. She's going to some show room afterwards. Fun. Another lonely Saturday, Me, myself and I. That is the story of my life.
Well, Steven came over yesterday. Afterwards, when we were taking him home, we stopped by Nick's house and gave him some food. (Nick, my mom's new boyfriend.) And when we went back tot he house, my brother showed my mom and I some of Ashley's 'emo' picture's on her Myspace. (Ashley, my brother's girlfriend.) I just hate how everyone but ME has a real boyfriend, or girlfriend.
Whch is exactly why I wanted Juan! He's so cool, cute, and funny. He's got the best smile. He's just so... There! He's unexplainable. I'd hate to say it, but I think I might love him.
Well, I think that's it for now. Prepare for another entry later tonight. Peace!
-Stephanie Rampage
P.S., I think I should tell Mike how I feel about this whole Juan thing...
10:40 AM
Dear Journal,
I'm back with Mike. I kind of regret it. I mean. he's put me thorugh so much bullshit, I don't know if I want to deal with it again. And sad to say, I'm not happy with the way my life turned out either. I wish I was with Juan... But he dosen't want a girlfriend. Pfft. Whatever. I kind of hate him right now, and then I kind of don't.
I was supposed to go to the movies today with him, but Since he dosen't want to date anyone, I decided I would not go. I should stay and talk to Mike on AIM... Like I always do. I need friends. Good friends. Who want to go out every Saturday and do stuff. Not Olivia.. I do too many things with her. But it's always fun. So it's all good.
Ahh. My mom had to work today. She's going to some show room afterwards. Fun. Another lonely Saturday, Me, myself and I. That is the story of my life.
Well, Steven came over yesterday. Afterwards, when we were taking him home, we stopped by Nick's house and gave him some food. (Nick, my mom's new boyfriend.) And when we went back tot he house, my brother showed my mom and I some of Ashley's 'emo' picture's on her Myspace. (Ashley, my brother's girlfriend.) I just hate how everyone but ME has a real boyfriend, or girlfriend.
Whch is exactly why I wanted Juan! He's so cool, cute, and funny. He's got the best smile. He's just so... There! He's unexplainable. I'd hate to say it, but I think I might love him.
Well, I think that's it for now. Prepare for another entry later tonight. Peace!
-Stephanie Rampage
P.S., I think I should tell Mike how I feel about this whole Juan thing...
