Memos of a Teenage Minority, chapter 5
10-3-06
6:28 PM
Dear Journal,
Ahhh! I want to cry so bad right now! I really do. Juan broke my heart. That selfish little bastard. He ripped it and tore it and threw it across the room until there was no blood left! Then he ripped it apart with his bare hands! Ooohhh, how horrible I feel right now! I'm on the verge of crying!
Okay. He didn't really do that. But he hurt me. BAD. The day was going fine, you know. The same stuff. Then when I got back from the Dean's office-that's another story-he sends me this note. It's all,"WIll you go out with me? yes, or no." Me, being as smart as I am, asked if it was a joke. He said no, so I said,"yes, I will go out with you." Then he starts asking weird stuff, and personal stuff. So I kinda catch on, that it's a joke. Poor me, and my blind sight. It WAS a joke. his friends started laughing at me. Boy, do I feel REALLY retarded.
Ahh. Yes. The Dean's office. You see, if you recall, that bitch Franklin, well, me and Sky Lea reported him today. He keeps on staring at me. And running his hands through my hair. In a creepy, errie type of way. He got in trouble and stuff. But I'm not all focused on that.
We had a subsitute today. For Ms.Dawson's class. He was nice. He'll be there tomorrow, too.
I'm talking to Mike right now. our conversation has been kind of slow, lately. Gah. I have to wake my mom up in 4 minutes. Oh nevermind, she got up anyways.
I kind of don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm too ashamed to see Juan there. He makes me feel like such an idiot now. More than I already was before.
But, I do want to go, only for Mr. Herrah's class. I go on the computers during break. Today I saw music videos on YouTube. I saw "Note to Self" by From First to Last, "Writing On The Walls" by UnderØATH. ANd "Take it Away" by The Used.
Well, I guess this is it for today. Peavce, and keep it tight.
- Stephanie Rampage
P.S. I think I might suprise Mike tomorrow...
6:28 PM
Dear Journal,
Ahhh! I want to cry so bad right now! I really do. Juan broke my heart. That selfish little bastard. He ripped it and tore it and threw it across the room until there was no blood left! Then he ripped it apart with his bare hands! Ooohhh, how horrible I feel right now! I'm on the verge of crying!
Okay. He didn't really do that. But he hurt me. BAD. The day was going fine, you know. The same stuff. Then when I got back from the Dean's office-that's another story-he sends me this note. It's all,"WIll you go out with me? yes, or no." Me, being as smart as I am, asked if it was a joke. He said no, so I said,"yes, I will go out with you." Then he starts asking weird stuff, and personal stuff. So I kinda catch on, that it's a joke. Poor me, and my blind sight. It WAS a joke. his friends started laughing at me. Boy, do I feel REALLY retarded.
Ahh. Yes. The Dean's office. You see, if you recall, that bitch Franklin, well, me and Sky Lea reported him today. He keeps on staring at me. And running his hands through my hair. In a creepy, errie type of way. He got in trouble and stuff. But I'm not all focused on that.
We had a subsitute today. For Ms.Dawson's class. He was nice. He'll be there tomorrow, too.
I'm talking to Mike right now. our conversation has been kind of slow, lately. Gah. I have to wake my mom up in 4 minutes. Oh nevermind, she got up anyways.
I kind of don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm too ashamed to see Juan there. He makes me feel like such an idiot now. More than I already was before.
But, I do want to go, only for Mr. Herrah's class. I go on the computers during break. Today I saw music videos on YouTube. I saw "Note to Self" by From First to Last, "Writing On The Walls" by UnderØATH. ANd "Take it Away" by The Used.
Well, I guess this is it for today. Peavce, and keep it tight.
- Stephanie Rampage
P.S. I think I might suprise Mike tomorrow...
