Deadbeat Holiday., chapter 9
Along the pier was silent...I thought about everything.
Rebel, dad, Billie, Mike...Valen...Bam...sonny...mum. Everything.
The water was clear; I saw nothing in the water.
I took a deep breath and dived in, not wanting to float back up.
I saw people removing clothes and jumping in the water after me.
That's all I remember.
The next time I woke up I was on shore with a guy beside me, it was Valen. "Where...where am I?" I asked. "Why does everyone ask that? fuck someone think up something new" he joked.
"You'd be slightly dazed if you almost drowned too, Valium." I said, trying to stand up.
I fell back and he caught me, I could tell I was blushing so I turned my head so he couldn't see.
"Listen Morreh I know you liked me," he said looking at me...oh shit.
"Oh fuck, how! Was it that obvious?" I asked.
He muttered something that I couldn't hear.
"What?" I demanded.
"I dont want to break your heart...that's the thing seriously...your nice and all but...
I shook my head.
"That's fine. Let's go back and find the others." I said.
He shot me a weird look, then followed me.
I couldn't help but feel down.
I was rejected by a guy I liked...that was MY age..well a couple of years older. I felt like utter shit...its me...there's something wrong with me that's why he didnt like me. And it's because I got shot down by guys that I liked so much, it kinda scarred me in a way, that's why I stopped trying.
At Rebels house, Mike was hunched over on the lounge, as well as Dad, Billie Joe was comforting both of them.
"She'll be fine," He said.
"Billie...it-it hurts..." Dad said.
"What's wrong dad?..." I managed to mumble...my heart hurt badly. I wish Rebel was here to talk to...but...what happened to her...
"Oh thank god you're alright!" He yelled, giving me a hug.
"Not totally," I muttered.
Valen must have heard me, and turned away. Mike came up to me and hugged me as well.
"Thanks," I said.
He was shaking for a bit, but then he stopped.
"Have any of you heard from Rebel?" I asked.
An eruption of 'no' was heard.
"Oh...I see" I said and sat down, I realised Mike was watching me but I didnt care, I loved Valen...he broke my heart. What am I going to do...it hurts.
"Well...what about Bianca...called her?" I asked, curling up into a ball.
Once again, no.
"Valen I need to talk to you," I said.
He nodded and followed me into a room...I wasnt sure who's it was.
"You know what you've done?" I asked.
"No I dont..." he said
"By basically every guy I've ever liked, I've been shot down. This has been the worst so far," I said.
He gave me a weird look.
"One of my best fucking friends has been kidnapped by a fuck face, gone, no one knows where she is, and now, you, the guy I like, and I feel bad enough as it is, being with Mike, and loving you, and you tell me you dont like me..." I said in tears.
"Morreh...she's my best friend as well and to tell you the truth I turned you down because I love her and she hasn't realised it yet...I'm so afraid because my last girlfriend was a bitch...and I miss my brother Lien that my father took with him..." He said also hiding tears and jumped on his skateboard.
"Fuck this!" I hissed.
I slumped down on a chair that was in the room and began to shiver really badly.
"Morreh?" Someone called.
I couldn't answer, I was getting worse.
"Morreh!?" They called again.
They came into the room and looked around.
"Billie...?" I croaked.
"Holy shit, Morreh!" he exclaimed.
"Mhm," I said.
"What's wrong Morreh? you look fucking awful" he said and hugged me.
"Love you too, Billie Joe." I murmered sarcastically.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"I feel bad about Mike...Valen...Rebel, and and Valen, I like Mike, I cant like Valen, I do. But I like Mike more...but...I dont know. I think I'm having a panic attack." I said, still shivering.
"You liked Valen?" he asked
"So it wasnt obvious." I stated.
He shook his head, no.
"Yeah I do...did, whatever! I dont know! I dont wanna think about it!" I snapped.
"Hun just relax...its ok..does he know? he asked and hugged me.
"Who, Mike or Valen?" I asked, now twitching at Valens name.
"...Valen and Morreh why did you twitch?" he said and saw Valen skating as fast as he could towards us.
"Cos he knows...and I liked him so much it hurts...he shot me down." I said, burying my head in Billie's chest.
"What's up with her?" Valen asked.
"Panic attack." Billie said.
Valen nodded.
"Well get her Dad and BOYFRIEND already!" Billie said, emphasizing the word 'boyfriend' for some reason.
"Ok but I was just saying...I saw Rebel and Sonny...he was fucking her and I ran after him but he got up and drove up...I wasnt fast enough fuck.." he miserably skated off to get Mike and Dad.
"Oh fuck..." I said covering my eyes.
"It's gonna be okay." Billie Joe cooed.
"HOW IS IT GONNA BE ALRIGHT!?" I screamed, now crying again.
"It...it just will" he mumbled and tried to hug me again. I had an image of Rebel passed out and that fuckwit on her...it was burned in my mind.
I have to find her!" I declared, standing up.
"How, he has a gun!" Billie said.
"Look who's being negative now!" I teased.
Billie rolled his eyes and hugged me.
"Thanks." I said.
"Morreh if you get shot...I could never forgive myself.." his words trailed off as we saw a bloodied Valen pulling along Rebel.
"VALEN!" I screamed.
"What?" He asked.
"You...you're hurt!" I stuttered.
"So? You should see Sonny. Your lover's bashing him as we speak." He murmered.
I hugged Rebel on the ground then ran to see what's going on with Mike and Dad.
Sonny was holding the gun up to Tré's chest and just as I came around he pulled the trigger and got Mike and Tré...
"YOU FUCKING FUCK FACE!" I screamed.
I pulled out this pocketknife thingy and ran at him.
I kicked him in the chest, then threw the gun away.
"First you take my friend, then you rape her, then you shoot my friend, then my dad, THEN MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND!" I screamed, punching him as hard as I could.
When i punched his face...it felt fake...like latex.
"What the fuck!" I demanded.
I got my knife and stabbed his face, as hard as I could possibly do.
I ripped it off and something came off with it.
He screamed and it was Bam underneath the mask.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I screamed and ran backwards.
"BAM YOU FUCKING RAPED REBEL AND SHOT THEM?!"...He recoiled and shook his head "No i didnt rape her...that was Sonny"
"YOU WILL BE SO FUCKING LUCKY IF I DONT FUCKING SLIT YOUR THROAT RIGHT HERE YOU ASS! FIRST YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH SOME BIMBO, THEN YOU SHOOT ALL MY FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND!" I held the knife right above his throat.
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't kill you right here!" I demanded.
"Because you know you need me...you still love me deep down" he hissed and I flinched and looked into his eyes but then I realised Valen and Rebel were gone.
My eyes narrowed and a tear dripped down my chin.
"Better get out while you can when you go. I don't love you like I did yesterday." I threatened.
He cocked his eyebrow.
"What...?" he said slowly standing up and backing off a bit.
"I LOVED YOU!" I screamed.
"Bam fucking Margera I loved you. But you had to fuck some random chick...when you did that, it stopped. I crashed into a downward cycle, MY FRIENDS PULLED ME OUT! MY FRIENDS WHO YOU MAY HAVE FUCKING KILLED! MY BOYFRIEND WHO I CANT LIVES WITHOUT! MY DAD...my dad..." I cried.
"Well.... fuck I'm sorry...I don't know what came over me" he said sitting back down. Valen came rushing over "FUCK HELP REBELS NOT BREATHING!"
"ITS A BIT LATE FOR SORRY!" I screamed running after Valen.
"Take her, and Mike and Dad to the hospital! Now!" I demanded.
Billie Joe, Valen and me were in the waiting room anxious as hell. I slumped down in my chair and put my head in my hands.
"Fuck! I fucking fucked it up!" I screeched.
"No.no you didn't," Billie said.
"Yes I fucking did!" I snapped.
"If dad didnt come looking for me...if I didnt bring Hannah down to Sydney and back...If Mike didnt love me! They'd be alive!"
"Morreh, they'll survive," Valen said.
"HOW DO YOU KNOW?!" I screamed.
I got out of the hospital as fast as I could, only to meet with Bam on the street.
"Stay the fuck away from me!" I said coldly.
"Why?" He asked.
"WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK!?" I demanded.
He had a smirk firmly planted on his face.
"This isn't Bam," he said.
"Oh fuck," I uttered.
"Bang," Was the last word I heard.
*With Billie Joe*
"Fuck!" I hissed.
"Oh god." Valen said, motioning to the hospital doors. There was a stretcher coming through the doors carrying one bloody, broken, torn Morreh Cool.
My eyes went wide.
"This cant be happening!" I said, rushing over to the stretcher.
Valen had the same look of dis-belief on his face.
Dis-belief and sadness.
*One week Later*
*Mikes P.O.V*
I was awake now, and out of the hospital, Morreh was worth defending that day, but she still wont wake up.
Day after day I remain at her hospital bed watching closely to see if she'll move, but this is day 6 after I was awake...and she's not up, still not up.
I was wearing an Adeline Street shirt, and some black pants today, not that I left the room.
I couldn't.
She may wake up.
I wouldn't be there.
Rebel walked into the room, yeah, she was alive too, and Tré, seems like a miracle, but I cant live without my Morreh.
"Have some coffee." She offered, handing me a styraphome cup.
I took a sip from it and sighed, easing back into the chair, while looking into the coffee.
"You should get some rest," She said.
"I can't leave her..." I croaked, my voice was almost gone.
"Go to sleep. I'll wake you if anything happens," She said.
I tried to close my eyes, but they stung, the salt stayed there and I couldn't shut them.
When I opened them after a while the room had gotten smaller, Tré, Billie and Valen were also in here.
A nurse walked into the room carrying a clipboard.
She looked at us with sympathy.
"Is this Laura?" She asked.
"Morreh," I answered.
"Well, Miss Morreh has been shot, correct?" She asked.
I sighed.
"Yeah," I answered dryly.
"Are you aware of her condition?" She inquired.
"No..." I said.
"She has a condition?"
"Yes, I'm afraid so."
"Morreh has suffered serious damage to her skull...and....well I dont know how to say it...she may not live to see another day, or she may have or will eventually slip into a coma...there's only a slight chance of her living."
Rebel, dad, Billie, Mike...Valen...Bam...sonny...mum. Everything.
The water was clear; I saw nothing in the water.
I took a deep breath and dived in, not wanting to float back up.
I saw people removing clothes and jumping in the water after me.
That's all I remember.
The next time I woke up I was on shore with a guy beside me, it was Valen. "Where...where am I?" I asked. "Why does everyone ask that? fuck someone think up something new" he joked.
"You'd be slightly dazed if you almost drowned too, Valium." I said, trying to stand up.
I fell back and he caught me, I could tell I was blushing so I turned my head so he couldn't see.
"Listen Morreh I know you liked me," he said looking at me...oh shit.
"Oh fuck, how! Was it that obvious?" I asked.
He muttered something that I couldn't hear.
"What?" I demanded.
"I dont want to break your heart...that's the thing seriously...your nice and all but...
I shook my head.
"That's fine. Let's go back and find the others." I said.
He shot me a weird look, then followed me.
I couldn't help but feel down.
I was rejected by a guy I liked...that was MY age..well a couple of years older. I felt like utter shit...its me...there's something wrong with me that's why he didnt like me. And it's because I got shot down by guys that I liked so much, it kinda scarred me in a way, that's why I stopped trying.
At Rebels house, Mike was hunched over on the lounge, as well as Dad, Billie Joe was comforting both of them.
"She'll be fine," He said.
"Billie...it-it hurts..." Dad said.
"What's wrong dad?..." I managed to mumble...my heart hurt badly. I wish Rebel was here to talk to...but...what happened to her...
"Oh thank god you're alright!" He yelled, giving me a hug.
"Not totally," I muttered.
Valen must have heard me, and turned away. Mike came up to me and hugged me as well.
"Thanks," I said.
He was shaking for a bit, but then he stopped.
"Have any of you heard from Rebel?" I asked.
An eruption of 'no' was heard.
"Oh...I see" I said and sat down, I realised Mike was watching me but I didnt care, I loved Valen...he broke my heart. What am I going to do...it hurts.
"Well...what about Bianca...called her?" I asked, curling up into a ball.
Once again, no.
"Valen I need to talk to you," I said.
He nodded and followed me into a room...I wasnt sure who's it was.
"You know what you've done?" I asked.
"No I dont..." he said
"By basically every guy I've ever liked, I've been shot down. This has been the worst so far," I said.
He gave me a weird look.
"One of my best fucking friends has been kidnapped by a fuck face, gone, no one knows where she is, and now, you, the guy I like, and I feel bad enough as it is, being with Mike, and loving you, and you tell me you dont like me..." I said in tears.
"Morreh...she's my best friend as well and to tell you the truth I turned you down because I love her and she hasn't realised it yet...I'm so afraid because my last girlfriend was a bitch...and I miss my brother Lien that my father took with him..." He said also hiding tears and jumped on his skateboard.
"Fuck this!" I hissed.
I slumped down on a chair that was in the room and began to shiver really badly.
"Morreh?" Someone called.
I couldn't answer, I was getting worse.
"Morreh!?" They called again.
They came into the room and looked around.
"Billie...?" I croaked.
"Holy shit, Morreh!" he exclaimed.
"Mhm," I said.
"What's wrong Morreh? you look fucking awful" he said and hugged me.
"Love you too, Billie Joe." I murmered sarcastically.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"I feel bad about Mike...Valen...Rebel, and and Valen, I like Mike, I cant like Valen, I do. But I like Mike more...but...I dont know. I think I'm having a panic attack." I said, still shivering.
"You liked Valen?" he asked
"So it wasnt obvious." I stated.
He shook his head, no.
"Yeah I do...did, whatever! I dont know! I dont wanna think about it!" I snapped.
"Hun just relax...its ok..does he know? he asked and hugged me.
"Who, Mike or Valen?" I asked, now twitching at Valens name.
"...Valen and Morreh why did you twitch?" he said and saw Valen skating as fast as he could towards us.
"Cos he knows...and I liked him so much it hurts...he shot me down." I said, burying my head in Billie's chest.
"What's up with her?" Valen asked.
"Panic attack." Billie said.
Valen nodded.
"Well get her Dad and BOYFRIEND already!" Billie said, emphasizing the word 'boyfriend' for some reason.
"Ok but I was just saying...I saw Rebel and Sonny...he was fucking her and I ran after him but he got up and drove up...I wasnt fast enough fuck.." he miserably skated off to get Mike and Dad.
"Oh fuck..." I said covering my eyes.
"It's gonna be okay." Billie Joe cooed.
"HOW IS IT GONNA BE ALRIGHT!?" I screamed, now crying again.
"It...it just will" he mumbled and tried to hug me again. I had an image of Rebel passed out and that fuckwit on her...it was burned in my mind.
I have to find her!" I declared, standing up.
"How, he has a gun!" Billie said.
"Look who's being negative now!" I teased.
Billie rolled his eyes and hugged me.
"Thanks." I said.
"Morreh if you get shot...I could never forgive myself.." his words trailed off as we saw a bloodied Valen pulling along Rebel.
"VALEN!" I screamed.
"What?" He asked.
"You...you're hurt!" I stuttered.
"So? You should see Sonny. Your lover's bashing him as we speak." He murmered.
I hugged Rebel on the ground then ran to see what's going on with Mike and Dad.
Sonny was holding the gun up to Tré's chest and just as I came around he pulled the trigger and got Mike and Tré...
"YOU FUCKING FUCK FACE!" I screamed.
I pulled out this pocketknife thingy and ran at him.
I kicked him in the chest, then threw the gun away.
"First you take my friend, then you rape her, then you shoot my friend, then my dad, THEN MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND!" I screamed, punching him as hard as I could.
When i punched his face...it felt fake...like latex.
"What the fuck!" I demanded.
I got my knife and stabbed his face, as hard as I could possibly do.
I ripped it off and something came off with it.
He screamed and it was Bam underneath the mask.
"WHAT THE FUCK?!" I screamed and ran backwards.
"BAM YOU FUCKING RAPED REBEL AND SHOT THEM?!"...He recoiled and shook his head "No i didnt rape her...that was Sonny"
"YOU WILL BE SO FUCKING LUCKY IF I DONT FUCKING SLIT YOUR THROAT RIGHT HERE YOU ASS! FIRST YOU CHEAT ON ME WITH SOME BIMBO, THEN YOU SHOOT ALL MY FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND!" I held the knife right above his throat.
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't kill you right here!" I demanded.
"Because you know you need me...you still love me deep down" he hissed and I flinched and looked into his eyes but then I realised Valen and Rebel were gone.
My eyes narrowed and a tear dripped down my chin.
"Better get out while you can when you go. I don't love you like I did yesterday." I threatened.
He cocked his eyebrow.
"What...?" he said slowly standing up and backing off a bit.
"I LOVED YOU!" I screamed.
"Bam fucking Margera I loved you. But you had to fuck some random chick...when you did that, it stopped. I crashed into a downward cycle, MY FRIENDS PULLED ME OUT! MY FRIENDS WHO YOU MAY HAVE FUCKING KILLED! MY BOYFRIEND WHO I CANT LIVES WITHOUT! MY DAD...my dad..." I cried.
"Well.... fuck I'm sorry...I don't know what came over me" he said sitting back down. Valen came rushing over "FUCK HELP REBELS NOT BREATHING!"
"ITS A BIT LATE FOR SORRY!" I screamed running after Valen.
"Take her, and Mike and Dad to the hospital! Now!" I demanded.
Billie Joe, Valen and me were in the waiting room anxious as hell. I slumped down in my chair and put my head in my hands.
"Fuck! I fucking fucked it up!" I screeched.
"No.no you didn't," Billie said.
"Yes I fucking did!" I snapped.
"If dad didnt come looking for me...if I didnt bring Hannah down to Sydney and back...If Mike didnt love me! They'd be alive!"
"Morreh, they'll survive," Valen said.
"HOW DO YOU KNOW?!" I screamed.
I got out of the hospital as fast as I could, only to meet with Bam on the street.
"Stay the fuck away from me!" I said coldly.
"Why?" He asked.
"WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK!?" I demanded.
He had a smirk firmly planted on his face.
"This isn't Bam," he said.
"Oh fuck," I uttered.
"Bang," Was the last word I heard.
*With Billie Joe*
"Fuck!" I hissed.
"Oh god." Valen said, motioning to the hospital doors. There was a stretcher coming through the doors carrying one bloody, broken, torn Morreh Cool.
My eyes went wide.
"This cant be happening!" I said, rushing over to the stretcher.
Valen had the same look of dis-belief on his face.
Dis-belief and sadness.
*One week Later*
*Mikes P.O.V*
I was awake now, and out of the hospital, Morreh was worth defending that day, but she still wont wake up.
Day after day I remain at her hospital bed watching closely to see if she'll move, but this is day 6 after I was awake...and she's not up, still not up.
I was wearing an Adeline Street shirt, and some black pants today, not that I left the room.
I couldn't.
She may wake up.
I wouldn't be there.
Rebel walked into the room, yeah, she was alive too, and Tré, seems like a miracle, but I cant live without my Morreh.
"Have some coffee." She offered, handing me a styraphome cup.
I took a sip from it and sighed, easing back into the chair, while looking into the coffee.
"You should get some rest," She said.
"I can't leave her..." I croaked, my voice was almost gone.
"Go to sleep. I'll wake you if anything happens," She said.
I tried to close my eyes, but they stung, the salt stayed there and I couldn't shut them.
When I opened them after a while the room had gotten smaller, Tré, Billie and Valen were also in here.
A nurse walked into the room carrying a clipboard.
She looked at us with sympathy.
"Is this Laura?" She asked.
"Morreh," I answered.
"Well, Miss Morreh has been shot, correct?" She asked.
I sighed.
"Yeah," I answered dryly.
"Are you aware of her condition?" She inquired.
"No..." I said.
"She has a condition?"
"Yes, I'm afraid so."
"Morreh has suffered serious damage to her skull...and....well I dont know how to say it...she may not live to see another day, or she may have or will eventually slip into a coma...there's only a slight chance of her living."
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