"3 months of searching, a whole life of pain", chapter 4
"Tre, why are we doing this?" I asked, a worried smile on my face.
Tre just smiled at me and laughed. Goddamn him and his sonovabitch cute smile.
He was rapidly stuffing packs of mintoes and bottles of coke into a duffel bag and laughing. He had cleaned his face and changed his clothes from the foamy mess of the black shirt and boxers to a very casual navy blue denim jacket, blue shirt and black jeans. But.... he was wearing dress shoes. I guess thats Tre.
"FINISHED!" he yelled triumphantly, like a preschooler would. He flashed one of those cute smiles at me and I couldn't help but blush. He walked over to the kitchen table where I was standing and just stared at me.
"What?" Why is he staring at me? Sonavabitch.
"Reading your shirt." WHAT?! MY SHIRT HAD ABSOLUTLY NOTHING ON IT!!
"PERVERT!" I gave him a quick slap in the face for that, and zippered up the red sweater that I found in the room I was sleeping in.
"Owweee..... lets go!!" he said, rubbing his cheek.
Tre's P.O.V
Rinjii was pretty fast, really. She was jogging and I was practically sprinting, and still couldn't keep up with her. Then she came to a stand still, right in front of me.
"What the fu-"
Rinjii stopped me when she said this "Where do they live?" She smiled a fake smile at me. I swear I had to shove my whole fist into my mouth to keep from laughing.
"I won't tell you!" I yelled at her, crossing my arms in an X shape infront of my face. She glared at me. She glared at me more. More. More.
"Damnit!" she cursed.
"Mmmhhhmmm," I laughed.
"Heyyyyyyyyyy. . . it was YOUR idea." Oooooo..... ummm... yeah..
"Well, the suns coming up, and usually Mike and Billie are at each others houses..." I paused. "GOTTA RUN!" with that, I ran as fast as my goddamned legs could move.
Back at the House
Rinjii's P.O.V
I was in the computer room, typing away at one of my stories on GSB,
thinking of different shit, when Tre walked in. I instantly minimized the screen and thats when Tre brightened up.
"Oh.... GeekStinkBreath.Net?" he sneaked over to me and whispered in my ear. "Have a story you DON'T want me to see?" I blushed, and Tre croutched to open one of the drawers of the computer dest. As he opened it, he took out a HP notepad and placed it on his lap. OH SHITT!! he's gonna find out.... NOO!!!!
He sat down on the coutch and turned the laptop on. He typed rapidly on the keyboard and tapped on the touch pad. "Oooohhh..." he smiled devilishly. This wasn't good. "Com'mere," he called to me. I slid out of the chair and dragged my feet to that godforsaken blue velvet couch.
"Need halp opening internet explorer? Or did you get yourself into the Disney Art Studio and cant get out?" I tried to make a joke to hide my uncertanty, but I failed and fucked up my chances to be cooler to THE cooles guy in the world.
"Nice stories..." he had that sick grin on his face. "Oooh... lookie here!!!!" He clicked on one of my site links, and I shank back into the couch. "So... your fave band member is meee???" He made one of those gayish surprised faces where you look to the corner of your eye and open you mouth VERY faggot like. "Welllllll thhheeeeennnnnnn........." Tre leaned over me and I leaned back. Further. Further. Further. Tre's lips were about half a centimeter away from mine.
SHHHHIIIITTTT!!!! Nooo!!!!!
"Hello Hello." Tre whispered. "Welcome to the Tre Cool parade." He leaned in and I reached for my back pocket. SHIT! Tre's hands were on my fuckin hips!
Eff-yue-cee-kay! Eff-yue-cee-kay! I brought my elbows back as far as possible and just snapped. My palms hit Tre's chest so hard he flew off the couch and hit the floor.
I got off of the couch and stood above Tre. He eyebrow flashed me and just stared at me with bedroom eyes. I couldn't help but blush and feel a LITTLE tempted to make out with him. Then, I felt guilty. My friggin idol was right there, so friggin close. All my dreams of kissing his soft warm lips......
Tre saw I was caught in guilt and changed his expression slowly from horny bastard to guilty and hurt. I walked over to where he was and kneeled down. "I'm sorry" we said in unision. Tre got to feet and helped me up. He leaned in to kiss me, and, I let him. just a quick kiss. Nothing more. But........ I'm only 11.. and a half? or twelve? gosh.. its been so long sence I've checked the date!
"I love you," Wah!? okayy.... weird...
"I-I love you too," I said it back to him. GAWWDD!!!
11 pm.
MSN Flashback
Hey Rinjii
Hey Clea
Where are you?
With Tre Cool
ur dreams come true...
I know, but, why in such a disgusting way?!
I donno, but if my mom finds me up this late I'm dead!
bye
bye
end o flashback.
Closing of Chapter
"Hell Song"
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Tre just smiled at me and laughed. Goddamn him and his sonovabitch cute smile.
He was rapidly stuffing packs of mintoes and bottles of coke into a duffel bag and laughing. He had cleaned his face and changed his clothes from the foamy mess of the black shirt and boxers to a very casual navy blue denim jacket, blue shirt and black jeans. But.... he was wearing dress shoes. I guess thats Tre.
"FINISHED!" he yelled triumphantly, like a preschooler would. He flashed one of those cute smiles at me and I couldn't help but blush. He walked over to the kitchen table where I was standing and just stared at me.
"What?" Why is he staring at me? Sonavabitch.
"Reading your shirt." WHAT?! MY SHIRT HAD ABSOLUTLY NOTHING ON IT!!
"PERVERT!" I gave him a quick slap in the face for that, and zippered up the red sweater that I found in the room I was sleeping in.
"Owweee..... lets go!!" he said, rubbing his cheek.
Tre's P.O.V
Rinjii was pretty fast, really. She was jogging and I was practically sprinting, and still couldn't keep up with her. Then she came to a stand still, right in front of me.
"What the fu-"
Rinjii stopped me when she said this "Where do they live?" She smiled a fake smile at me. I swear I had to shove my whole fist into my mouth to keep from laughing.
"I won't tell you!" I yelled at her, crossing my arms in an X shape infront of my face. She glared at me. She glared at me more. More. More.
"Damnit!" she cursed.
"Mmmhhhmmm," I laughed.
"Heyyyyyyyyyy. . . it was YOUR idea." Oooooo..... ummm... yeah..
"Well, the suns coming up, and usually Mike and Billie are at each others houses..." I paused. "GOTTA RUN!" with that, I ran as fast as my goddamned legs could move.
Back at the House
Rinjii's P.O.V
I was in the computer room, typing away at one of my stories on GSB,
thinking of different shit, when Tre walked in. I instantly minimized the screen and thats when Tre brightened up.
"Oh.... GeekStinkBreath.Net?" he sneaked over to me and whispered in my ear. "Have a story you DON'T want me to see?" I blushed, and Tre croutched to open one of the drawers of the computer dest. As he opened it, he took out a HP notepad and placed it on his lap. OH SHITT!! he's gonna find out.... NOO!!!!
He sat down on the coutch and turned the laptop on. He typed rapidly on the keyboard and tapped on the touch pad. "Oooohhh..." he smiled devilishly. This wasn't good. "Com'mere," he called to me. I slid out of the chair and dragged my feet to that godforsaken blue velvet couch.
"Need halp opening internet explorer? Or did you get yourself into the Disney Art Studio and cant get out?" I tried to make a joke to hide my uncertanty, but I failed and fucked up my chances to be cooler to THE cooles guy in the world.
"Nice stories..." he had that sick grin on his face. "Oooh... lookie here!!!!" He clicked on one of my site links, and I shank back into the couch. "So... your fave band member is meee???" He made one of those gayish surprised faces where you look to the corner of your eye and open you mouth VERY faggot like. "Welllllll thhheeeeennnnnnn........." Tre leaned over me and I leaned back. Further. Further. Further. Tre's lips were about half a centimeter away from mine.
SHHHHIIIITTTT!!!! Nooo!!!!!
"Hello Hello." Tre whispered. "Welcome to the Tre Cool parade." He leaned in and I reached for my back pocket. SHIT! Tre's hands were on my fuckin hips!
Eff-yue-cee-kay! Eff-yue-cee-kay! I brought my elbows back as far as possible and just snapped. My palms hit Tre's chest so hard he flew off the couch and hit the floor.
I got off of the couch and stood above Tre. He eyebrow flashed me and just stared at me with bedroom eyes. I couldn't help but blush and feel a LITTLE tempted to make out with him. Then, I felt guilty. My friggin idol was right there, so friggin close. All my dreams of kissing his soft warm lips......
Tre saw I was caught in guilt and changed his expression slowly from horny bastard to guilty and hurt. I walked over to where he was and kneeled down. "I'm sorry" we said in unision. Tre got to feet and helped me up. He leaned in to kiss me, and, I let him. just a quick kiss. Nothing more. But........ I'm only 11.. and a half? or twelve? gosh.. its been so long sence I've checked the date!
"I love you," Wah!? okayy.... weird...
"I-I love you too," I said it back to him. GAWWDD!!!
11 pm.
MSN Flashback
Hey Rinjii
Hey Clea
Where are you?
With Tre Cool
ur dreams come true...
I know, but, why in such a disgusting way?!
I donno, but if my mom finds me up this late I'm dead!
bye
bye
end o flashback.
Closing of Chapter
"Hell Song"
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
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