This Scares Me, chapter 1
Mike:
I don't know where the hell I'm going. I'm just staring at the road. I'm pretty lonely out here. I have no idea how long I've been driving either. Er... I just don't know anymore.
I can't believe all that shit happened yesterday, and it took one day to drive me out of town. Amazing shit, really. I wonder if Billie has woken up yet, and found the note on his shirt. What he could be thinking, if he has. What Torry could be thinking right now, realizing I'm not laying in the bed next to her.
I still can't believe I slept with her again. That I let her suck me into it. That I could hurt Tre even more. God.... oh help me now...
Billie:
I read the note a good 50 million times now... Woah.... all of this, could this be it for us? I don't even want to think about that, but it could very well be. If Tre isn't doing good, then that's a major problem. He got hit by a friggin car!! For christsakes... I've sighed a good 50 million times too. There's so many questions, and thoughts coming to me, I hate it.
Why would Mike leave? I know that's alot of trouble for one 24 hours, but.... I mean, isn't that a little much?
Torry:
I don't know why he left. I think it was my fault. I love him so much... this only hurts. The pain and the guilt, does he want me to suffer like this? I feel so bad for doing what we did last night. But he was showing all the signs... Like in the car, he held me tight, comforted me. I know he cares for me as more than just a friend, that's too obvious.
Oh, Mike.. Please come home.
Mike:
Jesus... Still no rest stops. I have to go! Damnit... This stupid empty high way. Why am I the only one here? This is so boring! Well, I'm getting my mind off things.
Shit... she's coming back now...
I really do love her alot. As way more than just a friend. I wanted her first, but Tre always had to grab the girl. I... I don't know why she sucked me in again. She knew I was feeling like shit. I did.... I did start to feel better. I loved feeling myself in her, but.... I felt like I was betraying Tre again, like it was just a big slap in his face.
I can't get her out of my head. thoughts of what happened last night keep popping into my head, silent deadly memories. Man... I know I'm going to be thinking about this for a while. I liked it though, which really scares me. I liked it.... loved it almost... But I know it's wrong. I could have said no. But I didn't, which makes it all the more worse.
Just the feel of her skin makes me get shivers all down my spine. She's perfect.
I don't know where the hell I'm going. I'm just staring at the road. I'm pretty lonely out here. I have no idea how long I've been driving either. Er... I just don't know anymore.
I can't believe all that shit happened yesterday, and it took one day to drive me out of town. Amazing shit, really. I wonder if Billie has woken up yet, and found the note on his shirt. What he could be thinking, if he has. What Torry could be thinking right now, realizing I'm not laying in the bed next to her.
I still can't believe I slept with her again. That I let her suck me into it. That I could hurt Tre even more. God.... oh help me now...
Billie:
I read the note a good 50 million times now... Woah.... all of this, could this be it for us? I don't even want to think about that, but it could very well be. If Tre isn't doing good, then that's a major problem. He got hit by a friggin car!! For christsakes... I've sighed a good 50 million times too. There's so many questions, and thoughts coming to me, I hate it.
Why would Mike leave? I know that's alot of trouble for one 24 hours, but.... I mean, isn't that a little much?
Torry:
I don't know why he left. I think it was my fault. I love him so much... this only hurts. The pain and the guilt, does he want me to suffer like this? I feel so bad for doing what we did last night. But he was showing all the signs... Like in the car, he held me tight, comforted me. I know he cares for me as more than just a friend, that's too obvious.
Oh, Mike.. Please come home.
Mike:
Jesus... Still no rest stops. I have to go! Damnit... This stupid empty high way. Why am I the only one here? This is so boring! Well, I'm getting my mind off things.
Shit... she's coming back now...
I really do love her alot. As way more than just a friend. I wanted her first, but Tre always had to grab the girl. I... I don't know why she sucked me in again. She knew I was feeling like shit. I did.... I did start to feel better. I loved feeling myself in her, but.... I felt like I was betraying Tre again, like it was just a big slap in his face.
I can't get her out of my head. thoughts of what happened last night keep popping into my head, silent deadly memories. Man... I know I'm going to be thinking about this for a while. I liked it though, which really scares me. I liked it.... loved it almost... But I know it's wrong. I could have said no. But I didn't, which makes it all the more worse.
Just the feel of her skin makes me get shivers all down my spine. She's perfect.
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