L Lawliet

I do not know who I am. I have almost no set personality traits. The ones that are set are a bit annoying to others. But I do have redeeming qualities. I'm intelligent, and I can keep my mouth shut. I am a loyal friend.
I can solve the Rubik's cube. I play minesweeper and sudoku like a maniac. I am a mathematics competitor extraordinaire.
I wonder how I can get anything done at all. My thoughts are incredibly disorganized, I always space out during my classes (except Pre-Calculus, cause it's just so darn entertaining) I hardly pay any attention to class discussions, I don't study sh**, and yet I'm at the very top of my class.
I'm freakishly disorganized in some ways, like how I put things in my schoolbag and how I keep my room (it's a freakin' disaster site), and yet I'm extremely meticulous, to the point of perfectionism, in others (when I do the dishes, the cups have to be placed in palindrome order and when I eat fruit I always eat all the peaches first, then the strawberries, honeydew and pinapple (alternately after they have been reduced to the same number)). Nothing is where it's supposed to be and yet I know where everything is. I hate odd numbers and prime numbers (except 2, cause it's even). HATE THEM. The number 47 is especially aggravating.
I daydream almost constantly, and it bothers me because I always daydream of myself as someone almost entirely different, and I realize that most of these daydreams are completely impossible and will never occur. I procastinate horribly. The only thing I can concentrate on is mathematics. The only. When it comes to math, I focus, and I focus HARD. I hate losing fights. I pick my hundreds of split ends almost constantly.
I can be nice and pleasant, but I can also be a total bitch. My mood can change in an instant. I follow rules down to the letter yet believe in and desire outright rebellion. I am a smartass with some people, ang genuinely kind with others.
No one under normal circumstances has such contradicting personality traits. I am convinced there is something seriously wrong with me.