still going...

here I am ... yet another sleepness night. Another of my wonderful sideeffects from my illness is that my sleep flip flops at times. So right now I'm up until like 9 or 10 am and sleep til 4pm and up to repeat the cycle.

The only good thing I have to say is that I did complete my chapter and then my Muse and planned out the rest of the installment so things are looking up there.

I'm not tired at all and it's driving me NUTS.

I did blow off my therapist appoint Fri since she informs me earlier this week that she's leaving the clinic... Fucking bitch. She KNEW that I had issues with this clinic and I didn't want to come back there but I had to in order to get meds. She KNEW that I had been dumped by my first therapist there and then the second one I dumped because she didn't help me at all. THIS on I clicked with and she understood me... she was able to peel off the layers and know what really was going on.

She leaves in 2 weeks and I don't know if I'll go back there at all. Which means that I'll have to go off the meds again when this months supply runs out... I dunno what I want to do.

My mood is frustrated...
Posted on January 20th, 2007 at 04:54am


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