Place in Displacement..

Okay so I’ve got a story for ya, well it all started off when I saw something that upset me on myspace(which is corny as hell I know) and I didn’t want to do anything or say anything to hurt anyone or myself for that matter. So I decided to go for a walk which was apparently wrong choice number 1because I had asked my parents if I could I walk to the end of the road and there only. Which was indeed what I had planed but when I got to the roads end I just felt like walking so I decided to go on up to the church which Is only a little more ways up the road. I got there and did the habitual visiting of my relatives graves well more like glancing I hard even stopped. Then i just say down on a nearby tombstone and pulled out my lighter and started burning random things. I sat there for a while doing so letting my mind give off random thoughts. The thought of burning the church down even came to mind, I honestly don’t know why. I have nothing against god or anything, if there is such a being I mean I’ve attended the church and the people are lousy and all but I wouldn’t go that far… I stayed there for a while until some guy came out yelling at me to stop I couldn’t really hear what he was screaming although I did make something out of “Satan”. But he had a large broom like object that would really hurt to be to hit with so I simply ran out. I started down the road to get home when my step mom drove recklessly up and my aunt jumped out wailing on me a couple times then throwing me in the car. They were both screaming and what not but I mostly took the time out to notice it had become dark much in contrast into how light it was when I left. My step mom babbled about worry about someone picking me up etc which I just replied with oh come on you know nobody would want me. When we arrived home my dad and my cousins were all out looking for me (apparently they had formed a search party) so my aunt and step mom convinced with my grandma in my kitchen. I had gotten pretty bored so I just walked over to my house and got on the internet like always and listened to my headphones. My step mom came in and ripped my headphones off my head and yelled do you think this is funny?!! Then she said something so phoney it made my sick I bet she ripped it out of some shitty ass lifetime movie she saw. She screamed more about how she was seriously worried about me that all I did now days was sit on the computer with my headphones on blocking out the world. I personally found this humorous she screamed something on the lines of with all this stuff going on in Grant County I was so worried I know you talk to people from there on the internet. So I was afraid that you were in on the whole suicide pact especially with this all black shit you do and the whole cut here thing you wrote on your wrist. I found this all so amusing so I answered very casually with “okay first off if I was going to kill myself Id do it for me and not some stupid Shakespeare shit second if I was going to kill myself I would’ve done it along long time ago so please drop the whole tortured mom act. Then I put my headphones back on and went back to chatting on the web. Then later my dad had arrived home apparently I hadn’t been able to sense his presence because of my headphones. Which were once again ripped off I Jesus fucking Christ I yelled what the hells the matter?!! But I kinda of just started laughing and turned back to what I was doing .then something happened I can’t remember what because honestly I was in a weird mood honest. Like have you ever been on a merry go round and some asshole kid is making it spin so fast you have to hold on to the bars or you’ll get swung off but you feel your body slipping away. Well all day ive felt like that, like im going to slip off and fall into the great mysterious and beyond or something. Well all I remember is looking at my computer screen and seeing blood splatter on it. I turned “look what you did you fucking asshole”?!! “Oh I’m the asshole he said well good because apparently you like pissing me off. Then he grabbed my computer monitor and watched it kinda in slow motion crash into the ground and him kick it again. So I jumped up and I honestly don’t know why I picked the item I was basically just playing Russian roulette with the random items of my living room. But I picked up his and my step moms wedding album and said “yeah well I like being a bitch” and pulled out my lighter from my pocket and set it on fire. He jumped like lightning to put it out while I watched in amusement. Then shook my head and said what’s the use she’ll either divorcing you or cheating on you either one. He continued to stop out the fire to save it as good as he can. So I went to my bedroom and grabbed my hoodie and started to walk out. My step mom was now doubled over and crying and well I had heard my dad take off in the car (because he had screeched tires like a bitch) she met me at the door where do you think your going?!! She was bawling so I smirked “out” and I stepped out the door with no set destination or anything. But I made the split decision to go down the road to see the new bridge they had just recently built. Since I hadn’t seen it yet. See my grandpa had died on the original so it had always been an interesting place for me. He died before I was born though so I never got to meet him. I made my way down the dark road. When I came upon and literally came upon because I almost fell over them since they were lying in the path drunker then southern Baptist. I wasn’t in much a hurry so I kinda struck up a conversation with them…. To be continued (don’t have time to finish)
Posted on May 18th, 2007 at 09:24pm

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