The voice DO you hear it?
I don't really know how to say this specially cuz there aint lot to say, its more ofa question
here it goes
Have you ever being left absoult alone and with no other stimulus than yourself, have you talked to yourself. I mean not just everydays bullshit , no ,no ,no I mean have you stared into a mirror got lost into your own eyes and activate a voice inside asking who the fukc are you?
Like repeating yourself your own name and looking at yourself. Literally talking to yourself with the knowledge that the question you ask, you will have to answer.
I mean when you don't think at all about any other thing that yourself as being. Actually being with yourself
Listening to your own thoughts directed towards your own?
And If you so
Do You hear the voice?
I dont know if this happens to every one certainly happens to me.
I start a dialogue with myself and hear my own talking to my other own. And then I can't shut it up. The voice wont leave me alone, it goes on for hours and hours. Sometimes it feels like a whisper, sometimes its shouting at me and I can't stop it. Its as if it would be punishing me.
for example this is what I wrote on one of those episodes
"I HATE T HATE
HATE TO HATE
HATE TO HATE
SHUT UP
STOP IT
MAKE IT STOP
OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
SOMEBOSY KILL MY VOICE
ITS KILLING ME
SHUT IT UP
I NEED SILENCE I CANT BE"
OH PLEASE KILL IT"
thats from my diary and there are alot like that one
and Its just like that voice wont let me be man
It shut everything else up and it screams at me and its me.
I dont know can you hear it?
do you hate it to?
here it goes
Have you ever being left absoult alone and with no other stimulus than yourself, have you talked to yourself. I mean not just everydays bullshit , no ,no ,no I mean have you stared into a mirror got lost into your own eyes and activate a voice inside asking who the fukc are you?
Like repeating yourself your own name and looking at yourself. Literally talking to yourself with the knowledge that the question you ask, you will have to answer.
I mean when you don't think at all about any other thing that yourself as being. Actually being with yourself
Listening to your own thoughts directed towards your own?
And If you so
Do You hear the voice?
I dont know if this happens to every one certainly happens to me.
I start a dialogue with myself and hear my own talking to my other own. And then I can't shut it up. The voice wont leave me alone, it goes on for hours and hours. Sometimes it feels like a whisper, sometimes its shouting at me and I can't stop it. Its as if it would be punishing me.
for example this is what I wrote on one of those episodes
"I HATE T HATE
HATE TO HATE
HATE TO HATE
SHUT UP
STOP IT
MAKE IT STOP
OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
SOMEBOSY KILL MY VOICE
ITS KILLING ME
SHUT IT UP
I NEED SILENCE I CANT BE"
OH PLEASE KILL IT"
thats from my diary and there are alot like that one
and Its just like that voice wont let me be man
It shut everything else up and it screams at me and its me.
I dont know can you hear it?
do you hate it to?
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i talk to myself a lot.
sadly the voice that screams 'failure' at every opportunity is loudest.
banquo, June 10th, 2007 at 06:43:44am
I know exactly what that's like. I don't understand it myself. You're not alone though. There's just that god damn voice that's in your head that you can't get rid of. I usually just think I'm going crazy. I don't think I am, and neither are you. Try blocking out these weird voices with music and distract yourself. Maybe then you won't be able to hear them.
threeam., May 29th, 2007 at 07:11:15pm
I know exactly what you mean
o_o
It's weird.
It was worse a few years ago, when I was trying to find myself, and I had no f*cking clue, to be correct, who I was, and where I was heading, or where my friend was heading. At that time, the voice was horrible.
My "voice" bullies me. Comments my every flaw, screams at me for things I do wrong and stuff. It's kinda disturbing.
But it's gotten better after I've started to find myself a little anyway.
Wino Forever, May 29th, 2007 at 04:20:20pm
I get that too, but it's changed lately. When I was younger it used to help me and talk to me when I was scared and alone and made me feel like there was someone else there. It's different now because it's always negative. It says things to me like tells me I'm fat and stupid and ugly. I get scared of it sometimes and once I sat and cried because it wouldn't go away. I try not to listen to it but it's hard.
Revol, May 29th, 2007 at 08:07:19am
*shrugs* I have something sort of like that. As well as constantly talking to myself in the mirror (I practise my drama exercises, make up sketches in the mirror, do different characters, pretend I'm on camera etc), sometimes it feels like I have a heap of people talking in my head all at once. You could say they are different aspects of me and how I think, I guess. They feel very real sometimes though... I actually gave them names (crazy, I know) because it sort of helps, instead of feeling like "ARGH! WHAT'S HAPPENING?"
Like for example.
My panicked, scared side's name is Edward. He (yes, I know, sounds insane) will always be calculating the risks, saying all these paranoid things. I think of this side as a little pale teenage english guy, shaking away in the corner.
My angry rebellious side is called Warren. He will suggest dangerous things, dare me to yell out what I think. I listen to this side too much. For some reason I always think of fake leather and motorbikes in these moods (stereotypical, much?)
My reassuring, calm side is Peaches. She will try and calm with soothing words, reassuring, pushing on gently. I always imagine this side as some African American TV grandma for some weird reason. I guess it's the name Peaches that does it.
I know I sound insane when I talk about my mind like this, but it's the only thing that makes sense to me.
GreenDayCookieFairy, May 29th, 2007 at 04:13:09am
Well I don't think it has happened to me but it'd be pretty freaky. O_o
Skippy., May 29th, 2007 at 02:24:58am
Eh, it's not so constant anymore, but it used to be. f*cking scary actually.
Me thinks that I've got quite a few things wrong on the inside of my head. It's blissful insanity though.
Lor, May 28th, 2007 at 11:35:06pm
ha ha no mine is no split personality
I sense its the real me but its to heavy to hard
so I just block it as if I try to jever think to myself I always go on trying to think with the purpose of expressing so I dont have to be with myself
Dumbfuck, May 28th, 2007 at 11:22:52pm
Lol we're looking real sane now XD
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 11:19:35pm
And we're the only three people who actually commented this.
Uh oh...
xD
Funky Platypus, May 28th, 2007 at 11:16:15pm
Is it me or are we sounding slightly Schizo lol
Or maybe more split personality
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 11:14:04pm
Mine has the contradiction part. It says the other side of what I'm thinking. I guess it's good for THAT, because it helps me see things in new ways...
But it's just when it gets all condescending whenever I do things is when I don't like it.
Funky Platypus, May 28th, 2007 at 11:07:43pm
mine mine just echoes echoes so f*ckign hard and repeats what I think and it is what I think
It doesnt lets me be it like a big f*ckign wall and like aflod its everywhere its suffocating
No mine Mine is one all the time it haunts me its everything unless I speak that kills it
Dumbfuck, May 28th, 2007 at 11:07:05pm
Usually mine is just questioning myself over and over again.
One voice says one thing and then the other contradicts the first one and it goes on like that for hours.
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 11:06:41pm
I do like it sometimes.....it helps in some way...and not in another
This Is A Crass Song, May 28th, 2007 at 11:03:13pm