The voice DO you hear it?

I don't really know how to say this specially cuz there aint lot to say, its more ofa question
here it goes
Have you ever being left absoult alone and with no other stimulus than yourself, have you talked to yourself. I mean not just everydays bullshit , no ,no ,no I mean have you stared into a mirror got lost into your own eyes and activate a voice inside asking who the fukc are you?
Like repeating yourself your own name and looking at yourself. Literally talking to yourself with the knowledge that the question you ask, you will have to answer.
I mean when you don't think at all about any other thing that yourself as being. Actually being with yourself
Listening to your own thoughts directed towards your own?
And If you so
Do You hear the voice?
I dont know if this happens to every one certainly happens to me.
I start a dialogue with myself and hear my own talking to my other own. And then I can't shut it up. The voice wont leave me alone, it goes on for hours and hours. Sometimes it feels like a whisper, sometimes its shouting at me and I can't stop it. Its as if it would be punishing me.
for example this is what I wrote on one of those episodes
"I HATE T HATE
HATE TO HATE
HATE TO HATE
SHUT UP
STOP IT
MAKE IT STOP
OH PLEASE MAKE IT STOP
SOMEBOSY KILL MY VOICE
ITS KILLING ME
SHUT IT UP
I NEED SILENCE I CANT BE"
OH PLEASE KILL IT"
thats from my diary and there are alot like that one
and Its just like that voice wont let me be man
It shut everything else up and it screams at me and its me.
I dont know can you hear it?
do you hate it to?
Posted on May 28th, 2007 at 10:11pm

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