Confused with life
Basically I'm in a tough time. I'm hiding my feelings and not letting my real emotions show. I'm being worn down inside as everyone goes off doing what they want. And I let them do it.
Some real nice kid I am....
Yesterday, my friend got together with the girl I like, and he knows I like her. I already asked her out, but she denied me. I can't move on. I can't get her off my mind. I see her everywhere I go using my crazy visions. I can't forget her. I can't move on. I'm jealous. I can't admit it to my friends. I don't want to break up relationship, so I have to play it off. Seeing my friends happy is what I care about.
Are they really my friends?
Who are my friends anymore anyway? My real "friends" make fun of me all the time and I tell them to stop. They don't. They only care about themselves. I can't ignore it. They're everywhere I go. Then finally, I find a good group of friends, and my old "friends" talk trash about them. It's so stupid. If I stick up for them, I'll be made fun of.
But my real point is that I'm confused of who are my friends, and who truely cares about me. I wish it wasn't this confusing. I wish I could move on....
I wish I could forget...
Some real nice kid I am....
Yesterday, my friend got together with the girl I like, and he knows I like her. I already asked her out, but she denied me. I can't move on. I can't get her off my mind. I see her everywhere I go using my crazy visions. I can't forget her. I can't move on. I'm jealous. I can't admit it to my friends. I don't want to break up relationship, so I have to play it off. Seeing my friends happy is what I care about.
Are they really my friends?
Who are my friends anymore anyway? My real "friends" make fun of me all the time and I tell them to stop. They don't. They only care about themselves. I can't ignore it. They're everywhere I go. Then finally, I find a good group of friends, and my old "friends" talk trash about them. It's so stupid. If I stick up for them, I'll be made fun of.
But my real point is that I'm confused of who are my friends, and who truely cares about me. I wish it wasn't this confusing. I wish I could move on....
I wish I could forget...
Thanks syco. That's really going to help me :]
Protest, June 1st, 2007 at 10:19:20pm
I'm sorry to hear about the girl situation. Alot of guys do that, that are your supposed friends. It sounds like you mightve started to fall heavy for that girl. And I understand that it hurts you alot man. But try to move on. It'll get better. Try to just get her off your mind[ which i know is easier said than done] But I swear it will pay off in the long run. You won't be hurting as much as you are now
as for your 'friends' They can't be real good friend if tthey do that. What it sounds like to me, is that they keep you around just so they have soembody in that group to make fun of and make feel miserable. So what I would try to suggest is to leave hte old group of friends if the newer group of friends treats you better. because most likely they will be better to you longer. The older friends arent worht staying around if they are gonna treat you like the dirt underneath your feet......
all I can really think of, might not be the most helpful
syco-cheechoo2, June 1st, 2007 at 10:17:04pm
Well with the whole friend and gf part
I had that happen to me.
my best friend asked the guy of my dreams if he liked me
turns out he likes her
she went out with him
she held hands with him in front of me
I cried just at the sight of them together
I'm really really sorry...and I'm sorry that you can't get her off your mind
but if she doesnt love you back...than shes not worth the tears
Jessika with a K, June 1st, 2007 at 09:33:47pm
aww, I'm so sorry
Especially about the part with your best friend dating the girl you like
I have a similar situation
you can pm me if you wanna talk
*hugs*
Joni., June 1st, 2007 at 08:27:02pm
That's true, thanks :]
Protest, June 1st, 2007 at 08:20:13pm
My best friend turned out to be the same.
Lets just say I won't be hanging out with her anymore.
If your friends make fun of you, you should find new ones.
I know it's not that simple but even if you start off with one person you can gradually build up a small group.
&You really should forget about that girl.
She doesn't seem so nice, rejecting you then dating your friend.
Just think, even if she did date you now, you would know how much of a b*tch she is if she could do that to someone.
SkittyOhGadz, June 1st, 2007 at 08:18:28pm