Confused with life

Basically I'm in a tough time. I'm hiding my feelings and not letting my real emotions show. I'm being worn down inside as everyone goes off doing what they want. And I let them do it.

Some real nice kid I am....

Yesterday, my friend got together with the girl I like, and he knows I like her. I already asked her out, but she denied me. I can't move on. I can't get her off my mind. I see her everywhere I go using my crazy visions. I can't forget her. I can't move on. I'm jealous. I can't admit it to my friends. I don't want to break up relationship, so I have to play it off. Seeing my friends happy is what I care about.

Are they really my friends?

Who are my friends anymore anyway? My real "friends" make fun of me all the time and I tell them to stop. They don't. They only care about themselves. I can't ignore it. They're everywhere I go. Then finally, I find a good group of friends, and my old "friends" talk trash about them. It's so stupid. If I stick up for them, I'll be made fun of.

But my real point is that I'm confused of who are my friends, and who truely cares about me. I wish it wasn't this confusing. I wish I could move on....


I wish I could forget...
Posted on June 1st, 2007 at 08:14pm

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