I'm just as bad as her

She hurts me and I take it. I know that I care for her. I know that she knows that I do. Yet nothing can ever happen between us. We just barely met yet she has already stolen any of the feelings that I have been saving for someone else. There was no one in particular, but I just never expected it to be her. She hurts me even when she doesn't know that she does. Little things hurt me. I can't help feeling this way. I don't like myself when I start to get upset because of her. I don't know why I have to feel this way. I don't like it.

And now, I feel like I've done the same thing to someone else. Lets call this someone else, Jack. I do love Jack, and I do care about Jack. but not the same way that I care about her(^). Jack means everything to me. I'd do anything to make Jack happy but I just can't do what I think Jack would want. I've hurt him, he knows it. I know it. We both can feel it. I can never care about someone the same way that I care about Her. I'm sorry Jack, if you're reading this now, but I think I love her.

What do I do now? I'm just as bad as her.

Posted on June 4th, 2007 at 06:49pm

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all I can say is that you should always follow your heart. if your heart tells you you love her, go for her. *hugs*
Love, June 5th, 2007 at 11:51:25am
I never comment these Blogs because I'm awful as sh*t when it comes to love life advice. Terribly sorry, and I'm caught up in my own mess that I didn't even ASK for! I feel your pain.

=/ I'm sure someone can come up with some good advice. But don't look at me, I can help out for almost EVERYTHING but this... xD
Funky Platypus, June 4th, 2007 at 08:17:30pm

I'm just as bad as her

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