So the end of the school year...

Tommorow is our last day of school. Half the stuff I wanted to do this year I didn't get to do because something happened to get in the way of it. I've changed a lot. Part was because of people at my school, the other part of me changed because of GSB. Well anyway, I thought I'd get a girlfriend this year. I got half of it, just a really great friend that's a girl that I asked out but she denied me. Then she started going out with one of my friends, but now I guess i'm over her. I made lots of new friends. People from the other schools that came to this school because 2 school districts meet up when you go into Middle school. So many awesome people that I've never met before and I never thought there were people like them out there. There were of course a lot of the jackass' that were in their school, but they had a lot of awesome people. People that helped me through a lot of my problems, but I still always stayed close to my old friends too, who turned out not to be very good friends. Just looking at my year book that people signed, it makes me so happy. Even people I didn't talk to in awhile signed it, so I knew that inside they were still my friends. But most of the things this year were so great.

In the start of the year I was kind of "preppy". This short hair and perfect grades. Nothing ever went wrong in my life. A teacher pet kind of. Then my life started to get bad. I didn't tell anyone, but I started cutting. Later I told some people who told a lot of people and everyone-including my "friends"-started making fun of me. I wore black all the time and didn't really speak unless spoken to. My grades started to get worse and my life started to cave in. Then this girl got me to stop cutting. That's when I started listening to more punk music. I started to rebel against those who made fun of me. I fought back. I wouldn't be pushed around anymore. I was so sick of all of them. I wouldn't back down anymore, and I didn't. My hair started to grow out to be kind of shaggy to go in front of my eyes. Then I got a hair cut (lol). But I was still the same!

Hopefully next year I'll be able to find new goals and do better in school again, but still not be pushed around. Over-all, this was still a pretty damn good year.