There's NO ONE LIKE YOU!!!
I just realized today how lucky I really am. I know that sounds beyond cheezy, but I truly feel lucky. Gram and me were talking about an ex-boyfriend of mine and how he changed me...in a not so good way. Looking back, I realize that he was insanely emotionally abusive...and he didn't give a rat's ass about ME. Everything was either HIM or NOTHING. I ended up turning into this person who'd do anything to keep him happy, even if that meant turning against my family and not letting MYSELF be happy. Now I have an amazing boyfriend who wants nothing more than for me to be ME. He never demands much from me and he's always making sure that I'm happy. It's really awesome to say that for the first time in about a year, I'm actually HAPPY. Gram said that something's changed about me. That I'm happier now...happier than she's ever seen me. That I'm finally a normal kid...without emotional problems or constant anger. I find it truly amazing that one person can make such a huge difference. My new boyfriend pushed me back into life. I'm not saying that I'm ONLY happy because of him...but he helped me through the worst time in my life and made me make MYSELF happy.
I just totally rambled on about something completely nonsensical to the average person...*laughs*
I just totally rambled on about something completely nonsensical to the average person...*laughs*
*smiles*
He is a good guy...probably one of the most amazing people I know...
Thumbelina, February 1st, 2007 at 09:57:10pm
Aww, he sounds like a good guy.
Kurtni, January 25th, 2007 at 05:18:07pm
I'm glad things worked out for you. I wish I had a boyfriend! Oh, well.
whyamIstillhere?, January 25th, 2007 at 07:37:04am
i love being happy =D *happeh huggles*
budgie, January 24th, 2007 at 11:29:49pm