My life

Hi, well this is my first blog and i have decided to do it on my life, please leave comment's and let me know what you think, thanks.

Im 16 years old and my family is a little odd i guess, i thought i would do a blog about my family and how it feels to be me, so others that have been through the same thing can relate to it and also see that things can get better.

MY MUM

My mum is awesome, she is a great, kind, caring person. She has raised me with little help from my Dad and quite a lot of help from my older sister, i lived with my Mum and sister and we did suffer quite a lot as we didnt really have a lot of money at all. My sister looked after me a lot when my mum was working a lot. Im staying with my sister at the moment to help her do her house up and sell it, so i do miss my mum a lot!. Me, my Mum and sister are always there for each other whenever we need each other and we get on really, really well.

MY SISTER.

My sister is another great person in my life, despite being twice my age we get on really, really well. I have spent a lot of my life and time with her which is probably why we are so close. She is kind, caring and is always there for anyone that needs help a lot like my mum really. We have different Dad's and she is a lot closer to her's that i am to mine. She has a great relationship with her father and step-mum too.

MY DAD!

Woah where to start with this!, i dont really have a really good relationship with my dad, i know very little about him. I have no idea when his birthday is, i haven't seen him for about a year and a half or there abouts. He has a family which probably don't know about me, he has told me he has 3 sons and my mum told me he has another daughter and when she was born her mum didn't wnat her to have anything to do with my Dad so they moved away. He is really ill as he has cancer and he is a diabetic aswell, he has lied to me on several occasions and made me feel really sad but i still love and care about him as he's my Dad no matter what he does, my family really don't like him for what he has done to me and my mum though. I will never be able to forgive him for this one thing that may surprise a lot of you and is quite hard for me to write but i will anyway, i went up to trago with my mum and her boyfriend and we were near the entrance looking at some stuff and my Dad walks in followed by a woman, he looked straight at me and i smiled thinking he was going to come over and say hello as i hadn't seen him for quite a while. He looked behind him at a woman and carried on walking straight past me, i'm guessing it was his wife with him. I didn't understand why he had done that to me, when he phoned up and apoligised and said sorry i didn't come and say hello but i was really busy, i said i hadn't seen him as it would cause an argument otherwise. He has done a lot of things to hurt me, my family dont understand why i still want him in my life but they dont understand he's still my Dad and always will be weather they like it or not. My dad went in for a 6 and a half hour operation on thursday and i didn't get to see him before he went in and i wont know if hes ok until he gets out of hospital in a few days so i just have to hope really. We had a big argument over money as he never gave me or my mum any money for looking after us, he is now giving me 10 pound a month. We will never have the awesome kind of realationship that my sister and her dad have got. I still care about my dad, i want to see him as soon as i possibly can only i won't see him for a while as he can tdrive for 3 months. I really wnat to get to meet my brothers i will probably never know my half sister. Also one of my half brothers is a few months younger than me as he lied to my Mum about his wife. He used to be in a band too, he played guitar and he bought me a guitar but sadly as he is ill he cant teach me and the guuitar means a lot to me as he got it for me.

MY UN-DAD

Well this may sound a bit odd but my Mum's boyfriend of 2-3 years is my un-Dad, he is always there fior me and looks after me and my Mum a lot better than my Dad has ever done. We see him a few days a week, only i dont so much as i dont live at home at the moment but will be going back soon. He's a kind, caring person who understands quite a lot about Me and my Dad as i talk to him a lot about my Dad. He's always there for me and i really appreciate it.

MY SISTER'S EX-BOYFRIEND

Well i know hes not tecnically family but he is to me and my mum,my sister and he were together for about 8 and a half years and have recently split up and at the moment they still live together and thats where i am too!, he is a great person and we now get on really well despite being in his thirtys. He's a bit like a brother to me and he's a great friend and him and my sister are selling the house and going their seprerate ways but are going to remain friends. He's a mechanic and a great cook!!.

MY NAN

My an is a great person, as all nan's she's a little annoying and worries to much at times. She is a great cook, she's a kind, caring person and always wants to help people. We don't see her much as her and my Grandad live in Devon, but we still see them a bit.

MY GRANDAD

Well my Grandad is a great, kind person who always wants to help people too. He is a great painter and also he does wood turning and is very, very good at it. We get on really well with both my Nan and Grandad.

MY UNCLE

Well my uncle is another gret person, he is good at wood turning and that sort of thing, i hardly ever see him as he lives in reading, he has a girlfriend but i dont relaly know much about her. He was with a woman for a few years who had two boys, they were kind of like my step cousin's i guess you would say, but they split up and i probably wont see them again.

MY HALF BROTHERS AND SISTER

Well i cant say much about them all i know is there names and i want to meet them and isort of know their ages.

ME.

Well i'm just me really, im 16 and i am cornish although i don't have the accent very much!, i was taught at home but am going to college in a few weeks i'm really nervous though, i'm going to be in a car parts department and then a mecanic hopefully. I have 3 friends which is my sister, her ex, and one of my sisters friends, i lost all my friends when i left school sadly. I do get quite low sometimes and have even self-harmed but my sister's ex helped a lot with that. I was bullied at school, although not as bad as many people but at the moment im sort of happy, i know that i can get on with things and i can get on with my life, i know that i will eventually make a lot of friends at college. So im focusinbg on the good sides of life and as Billie Joe said always look on the bright side of life!!. Green day and some other music helps me a lot. I know i have a great family and that me and my Dad will be fine eventually.

So basically that's my family, i know it's are a little complicated but they are my family and i love them all so much, i am very, very lucky to have these people in my life i really am. I always say about my Dad and how hard life is at the moment but i am a lot luckier that a lot of people. So i just wanted to let people knopw that i haven't had the best life with my Dad and everything so far but its been a lot better than a lot of people's. I know that some people have been through this sort of thing so i wrote this to say things can get better and dont self-harm as it wont help and it wont get you anywhere.

Please comment and let me know what you think of this, feel free to pm em anytime about anything in this. Thanks.
Posted on August 11th, 2007 at 12:25pm

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