On every rainy day, the sun still shines.


so much has changed down memory lane;

To be honest, I've been wanting to write this for so, so long. But I've always been frightened of getting the words wrong. How can I possibly describe this?

Fact is, I can't. Not properly. The end. Fini. Finito. Whatever else you wanna call it. So, I'm just going to keep it simple and maybe update if I find any better words.

Some things never change. Honestly, I've always liked McFly. Well, since late '03, but it seems like forever to me. I remember being ten years old, I fucking hated school so much back then. All I knew was a bunch of fuckfaces who didn't know how to treat anyone with an ounce of respect and made my life a total shithole. But that''s far from the point and straight too it, at the same time. Basically, what I wanted to tell you all about, is being kept behind at break time for being late. Why? 'Cause I was too busy pratting about infront of the TV, searching for that song by 'the' band that seemed to wash all my troubles away. Yes, Five Colours In Her Hair. Yes, McFly. Truth is, I still get threatened with detention cause of them too (: Kerry and I should stop attempting to sing in Graphics, really.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say, is that they really do wash all my troubles away and bring a smile to my face. Sure, I've only seen them twice and I've never met them (I would give pretty much anything to, though) but that doesn't mean they can't be my entire world, my safety net. Everytime I felt down, they managed to bring a goofy, lopsided grin to my face. I had a new lease of confidence, a brighter smile and a splash of colour in a black and white world. Impressive, much?

I suppose though, I never really understood how much they mean to me until recently. Sure, I knew they could make me dance around like a spaz, but I never knew what they could really do for me. I doubt anyone will understand this, tell me if you do. I doubt many of you will even believe this, but that's okay. Because I know it's the truth, from the bottom of my fucking heart. Things got messy and they still managed to solve the jigsaw puzzle. I love silly analogies (: I'm not going to go in the in's and out's of it here, if you really wanna know, just ask. The point is, they've never failed to put me right, even when everything else did.

I love the way they make me smile. I love the way they make me laugh. I even love the way they make cry sometimes, ffs. They make me feel invincible and vulnerable at the same time. And, I always have something to talk about, to be happy about. I just adore the carefree feeling I get when I turn my iPod up way to high and blast one of their songs out. I'm a much happier person these days, okay, I'm not always happy, no one is. But the fact is, I've learned how even the simple little perks of life can make it more wonderful than your dizziest daydreams.

And that is a brief explanation of why I adore them so much. Why I smile at anything remotely related to them. Why they're my goddamn heroes. Why everyday's a sunny day, even if it's caked in clouds.

And I swear I won't rest until I get to say thanks (:

: DDD!
Posted on December 21st, 2007 at 07:05pm


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