Awkward. [temp. title.]

[verse 1]
It's so awkward when she says those words
The words that have changed the ways we are.
I want you to mean what you say,
Don't waste your time if you won't bother.

[chorus]
Hold up, I might be falling for you again.
Will you be there to catch me when I stumble?
Stumble like the words I've come to stutter.
The words you know are directed to you.

[verse 2]
I'll let you say you love me again
Just as long as you mean it this time
It might be better off without you
But without you I'm nothing.

[chorus]
Hold up, I might be falling for you again.
Will you be there to catch me when I stumble?
Stumble like the words I've come to stutter.
The words you know are directed to you.

[bridge]
Will you let this go?
Can I let you go?
I can't let this happen.
I'm falling for you now.
They say we can't be.
Will you listen to them?
Will I let them tell you?
I'm letting it happen.

[chorus]
Hold up, I might be falling for you again.
Will you be there to catch me when I stumble?
Stumble like the words I've come to stutter.
The words you know are directed to you.

Just say it…like you mean it.
Don't waste your time on me.

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It's about this guy I might be in love with, but I don't know.
It's titled "awkward" because my friend sent him a message that mentioned my name and was really creepy. And now things will be awkward between us.
I don't really know what else to write about it. I basically summed it up in the first sentence.
The guy I like flirts with me, referenced in the lines "say it like you mean it" and "I want you to mean what you say". He also says he's madly in love with me, but I think it's sarcastic [ "I'll let you say you love me again, just as long as you mean it this time"].
And the line "don't waste your time on me" symbolizes the fact that he's n a band but talks to me most of the time when he's not playing.
I'm trying to get over him, by the way - "can I let you go".
And I'll leave you to figure out the rest.