I've never been this kind of person.

Lately, i have been struggeling with my appearence. I've never ever felt this way before but lately, i've been thinking...I'm not the person who i personally want to be. But the problem is, the style i want is what other people think of as me "Following the leader", which i'm not at all. I know who i personally want to be and people have trouble understanding that. Another problem with this is that i don't have the money to look and dress the way i want to look and it really frusterates me. It's pretty lame that i get so angry over this but it's a big part of my life. Not to be shallow or be a drama queen, but i want to be pretty. Know what i mean? It's just hard for me.
I'll show you;
That's the hair i've been trying to get for SO long. But, my hair is too short and doesn't grow fast. I would need cheap cheap cheap extensions :/

Bleh, i don't know what to do. I just want to look and dress the way i want too. But it's really hard. Sorry if reading this blog was a waste of your time. I have honestly never felt this way. I've always been okay with myself but for some reason lately i havn't been comfortable in my own skin.

Posted on July 6th, 2008 at 10:55am


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