deamons
well, if it was true id just laugh at myself for even saying it.... deamons? ha! i dont beleave in heaven or hell! i dont beleave in god, i dont beleve in jesus or the holy spirit.... so deamons are lumped into that catagory... i dont beleave in deamons... they simply dont exist.... right? no they cant.... but this story goes back a little while and since ive already got you through this paragraph you might as well educate yourself on this situation im about to discribe to you....
as ive made perfectly clear... im not very religious.... but religion has been a factor as to my growing up... for a while my family was cathlic.... very cathlic.... and i was expected to be cathlic.... very cathlic.... but anyone who's anyone knows... that catholisism is more of a giant cult... all those freakin rules.... well me an the cathlic church had a bad fallout... and it ended in me not really beleaving in anything... and then there was that freakish drug spiral that lasted about two years.... i tend to argue with myself if my problems didnt come from the acid.... or maybe it was a "curse from god" haha.... but i dont beleve in him... remember? so as my drug problem was just about to kill me... i stumbled across... a beautiful girl... at a concert one night.... and she stunned me... i couldnt help but act like my shy little self and ask her out all nervous like... and we have been perfect mates ever since..... and fate has a weird way of sticking it to me.... she's christian.... very christian.... and i dont beleve in god right? well just yesterday something happened..... i wasnt me.... in fact it was very freakish... i kinda lost it a bit, and i was in a daze.... but i was with her.... and when i finnally started thinking correctly again.... i noticed that she was very freaked out.... and i had a cross hanging around my neck and a bible pressed against my chest.... "what the hell?" i thought i just wasnt thinking too good.... fatige that was it.... but, she had a completly different story.... she said i was growling and laughing at her and biting my fingers... and was in a fit of hysterics.... and i kept hyperventalating.... and laughing as she read bible verses at me.... and i kept complaining about my eyes bleeding... even though they wernt.... I WAS JUST IN A DAZE AND I DIDNT REMEMBER ANY OF THAT!? so at this point i think she's skrewing w me... even though she has that dead serious look on her face.... and she had a phone with her too.... she was talking to someone on the phone about it.... which i thought was completly unneccisary... i was just tired... and i dozed off.... and all of this? no... impossable.... as i regained consiousness and tried to process what she just told me.... i noticed that my chest was burning slightly.... like where the metal from the cross was placed.... and she lifted the cross from my neck.... and it was melting.... literally melting.... so at this point im like "what kind of acid did they slip into my drink?" but as much as i keep trying to deny what happened yesterday.... it still holds true....
i think i might have a deamon inside of me
or thats what she thinks... im more sensible.... i dont beleave in that shit.... but it would explain a lot of things.... worse off.... she says it could be bad.... like real bad, such as me doing things that im not aware of what im doing.... thats skrewed up.... i still blame it on brain damage from the drugs.... but like i said if its a deamon it would explain a lot.. ive been sober for 5 and a half months now.... i just.... am not sure how to go about what happened.... oh and just so the reader is aware.... she says it wasnt the first time.... she says there was a time when i fell asleep and did the same thing a while back.... thats how she's almost positive there's something else inside of me besides me....
does this sound like bullshit to you?
as ive made perfectly clear... im not very religious.... but religion has been a factor as to my growing up... for a while my family was cathlic.... very cathlic.... and i was expected to be cathlic.... very cathlic.... but anyone who's anyone knows... that catholisism is more of a giant cult... all those freakin rules.... well me an the cathlic church had a bad fallout... and it ended in me not really beleaving in anything... and then there was that freakish drug spiral that lasted about two years.... i tend to argue with myself if my problems didnt come from the acid.... or maybe it was a "curse from god" haha.... but i dont beleve in him... remember? so as my drug problem was just about to kill me... i stumbled across... a beautiful girl... at a concert one night.... and she stunned me... i couldnt help but act like my shy little self and ask her out all nervous like... and we have been perfect mates ever since..... and fate has a weird way of sticking it to me.... she's christian.... very christian.... and i dont beleve in god right? well just yesterday something happened..... i wasnt me.... in fact it was very freakish... i kinda lost it a bit, and i was in a daze.... but i was with her.... and when i finnally started thinking correctly again.... i noticed that she was very freaked out.... and i had a cross hanging around my neck and a bible pressed against my chest.... "what the hell?" i thought i just wasnt thinking too good.... fatige that was it.... but, she had a completly different story.... she said i was growling and laughing at her and biting my fingers... and was in a fit of hysterics.... and i kept hyperventalating.... and laughing as she read bible verses at me.... and i kept complaining about my eyes bleeding... even though they wernt.... I WAS JUST IN A DAZE AND I DIDNT REMEMBER ANY OF THAT!? so at this point i think she's skrewing w me... even though she has that dead serious look on her face.... and she had a phone with her too.... she was talking to someone on the phone about it.... which i thought was completly unneccisary... i was just tired... and i dozed off.... and all of this? no... impossable.... as i regained consiousness and tried to process what she just told me.... i noticed that my chest was burning slightly.... like where the metal from the cross was placed.... and she lifted the cross from my neck.... and it was melting.... literally melting.... so at this point im like "what kind of acid did they slip into my drink?" but as much as i keep trying to deny what happened yesterday.... it still holds true....
i think i might have a deamon inside of me
or thats what she thinks... im more sensible.... i dont beleave in that shit.... but it would explain a lot of things.... worse off.... she says it could be bad.... like real bad, such as me doing things that im not aware of what im doing.... thats skrewed up.... i still blame it on brain damage from the drugs.... but like i said if its a deamon it would explain a lot.. ive been sober for 5 and a half months now.... i just.... am not sure how to go about what happened.... oh and just so the reader is aware.... she says it wasnt the first time.... she says there was a time when i fell asleep and did the same thing a while back.... thats how she's almost positive there's something else inside of me besides me....
does this sound like bullshit to you?
I deffinitly believe you should get cheked out...
I dunno if this could explain it...but maybe Night Terrors?
Iiii dunno I'm no doctor ( I have qwite a distaste for them actually )
But yeah I'd ge tit cheked out
Love Angel Rose
FaLlEn _ AnGeL, August 13th, 2008 at 02:04:54pm
I believe in demonic posession... I also believe in vampires, werewolves, aliens, and bigfoot. Basically, if there's no proof against it, then it might exist. There are countless true stories about exorcisms and demonic possession. I know for a FACT that vampires exist, just not Bram Stoker's kind. There really is a werewolf gene, you can look it up. Magic is real, I have tried it and it really worked. Bigfoot could just be a giant hairy man wandering around in the wilderness. The Loch Ness monster is supposed to be an actual aquatic dinosaur. Strong possibility. And as for aliens... We can't really be the only creatures out there.
But I do think you should look up demonic possessions. You don't have to go to a priest, just an expert. Priests don't really have special powers. Anyone can perform an exorcism if they study it long enough. You might want to see a priest though, because they study those things and they would know what they're doing. So, yeah. It's not bullsh*t, and I would reccommend an exorcism. Don't go to a shrink. I can guarantee you that it is probably the worst possible thing you could do in a situation like this.
PCG, August 5th, 2008 at 09:48:02pm
You should probably get someone to check it out.
Skippy., August 4th, 2008 at 04:43:44am
well long term use of drugs (or even not so long term use) can leave you with some pretty serious disorders of the mind. Maybe what your GF witnessed wasn't so much as a demon but an alternate personality who has serious issues with the church? IDK, none of us do, we are not mental health professionals, but I strongly suggest you see a mental health specialist to rule out any cause in tht area before following up on the demon or possession idea. While it may seem logical to your GF that it is a demon, her take on things may be little biased.
Grandma, August 4th, 2008 at 01:42:14am
er...thats very strange. i don't know what to tell you, lol. hmm...i'm religious somewhat, but i've never really believed all the demonic possession stuff...are you completely positive that shes not screwing with you? if not, it kind of sounds like multiple personality disorder, if you want a scientific/psychiatric explanation. people suffering from multiple personality disorder often don't remember what happens to them when they switch personalities, and your views about religion could be taking on their own personality by kind of making fun of religion, in a way.
but i'm like you, i was raised catholic. i hate it, see it as a crazy cult with crazy rules, and for a very long time i was really anti religion, i was an atheist then i was agnostic. now i'm trying different protestant religions...but yeah, if you were raised catholic and/or watched the exorcist...well this might remind you of all the crazy demonic possession stories.
idk. i'd really look into talking to a psychologist before anything else. you could talk to a priest or pastor or something but i wouldn't if you weren't sure you are "possessed". you really don't want to get into some crazy exorcism. i would use logic and science first, then if that doesn't solve anything turn to religion.
i hope you find the answer, if you have any questions about multiple personality disorder, message me. i did a report on it for my final exam in psychology and i ALMOST majored in psychology...lol. and i could maybe help you with the religious aspect due to the catholic background and my obsession with the movie the exorcist...lol. this stuff fascinates me. be very very careful on solving this, no offense but don't let your gf convince you that you are possessed. like i said, rule out science and logic first.
suburban.zombie, August 4th, 2008 at 12:27:37am
no, it doesn't sound like bullsh*t to me. i suggest seeing
a priest to bless your home or an exorsism.
get famous, August 3rd, 2008 at 11:16:18pm
blame drugs, blame religion, blame whatever
after you're past that point, you should consider seeing your doctor for a checkup and telling him about this
Blarg!, August 3rd, 2008 at 07:34:41pm
Bullsh*t, I say.
Ferb, August 3rd, 2008 at 07:23:22pm
This creeped me out a bit as well, but I don't really know much about this kind of thing. I think it could be bullsh*t. But yeah maybe see someone about it.
Sunshine., August 3rd, 2008 at 07:00:23pm
I think maybe you should see a professional...
Not that you're crazy, you just need someone to help you sort things out.
Andreanus., August 3rd, 2008 at 06:57:15pm
tbh, this blog creeped the sh*t out of me... srsly.
but i don't wanna believe in that crap, so i don't and i won't unless you proof me wrong.
princess consuela, August 3rd, 2008 at 06:40:04pm
i don't believe in demons. im sure there is completely reasonable explanation to it. and to everything people consider supernatural.
so... yes, it does sound like bullsh*t... sorry.
princess consuela, August 3rd, 2008 at 06:11:44pm