if you have a minute...
listen to me rant! how loverly.
i'm sick of all my friends. urgh.
infact, i'm just sick of people in general.
they're so annoying! but come to think of it, there is one person whos especially giving me the shits. she goes on all day saying how much she hates all these people, calling them sluts and whatnot, then when they're around her its like i don't even exist! and oh how that makes me feel. i'm sure most people on here can empathise.
she skipped my birthday party last year to go out smoking pot with this girl who just popped out of the blue (that's what she confessed to me)
every morning i go to school (GAK!) telling myself that i'm just not going to talk to her we'll go our seperate ways, but every day the same thing happens. i go crawling back to her like some sick dependant cripple. and it shits me up the wall!
whatever shall i do?
these two days that i've spent completely on my own, talking to people on here (Nina + other people on the message board ^__^) have been two of the best days i've had in a while. just some time to think and stuff...and pig out on yummies.
i've come to the conclusion that i really strongly dislike most of the things about reality. the fact that people can just turn around and stab you in the back, the fact that my green tea supply is nearly gone ;] , but i especially hate the fact that there are so many disrespectful and hateful people out there. but not on GSB,
all of the people that i have ever spoken to on here are so nice and understanding!
wow, if you read this ILY. really. i don't even know if it makes sense ^__^
well, nighty night then.
i'm sick of all my friends. urgh.
infact, i'm just sick of people in general.
they're so annoying! but come to think of it, there is one person whos especially giving me the shits. she goes on all day saying how much she hates all these people, calling them sluts and whatnot, then when they're around her its like i don't even exist! and oh how that makes me feel. i'm sure most people on here can empathise.
she skipped my birthday party last year to go out smoking pot with this girl who just popped out of the blue (that's what she confessed to me)
every morning i go to school (GAK!) telling myself that i'm just not going to talk to her we'll go our seperate ways, but every day the same thing happens. i go crawling back to her like some sick dependant cripple. and it shits me up the wall!
whatever shall i do?
these two days that i've spent completely on my own, talking to people on here (Nina + other people on the message board ^__^) have been two of the best days i've had in a while. just some time to think and stuff...and pig out on yummies.
i've come to the conclusion that i really strongly dislike most of the things about reality. the fact that people can just turn around and stab you in the back, the fact that my green tea supply is nearly gone ;] , but i especially hate the fact that there are so many disrespectful and hateful people out there. but not on GSB,
all of the people that i have ever spoken to on here are so nice and understanding!
wow, if you read this ILY. really. i don't even know if it makes sense ^__^
well, nighty night then.
ooooohhh............this may/ may not make you feel better............... i know how you feel.......literally ......... hope your better now :)
Tre` likes *cheech*, August 19th, 2008 at 04:59:09am
awwww......
you mentioned me!
hehe
i'm way awsome. xD
ily!!! that was it, right?
:D
Spider Billie, August 16th, 2008 at 01:09:35pm
it does make sense. and i know how you are feeling. the same thing has happened and is happening o me right this minute. i read the whole thing. and i think, that you should forget this girl, forget her, how she has acted and what she has done to you. if you dont, it will eat you alive, trying to get the relationship back to the way it used to be. trust me, ive been down this road before. and the relationship you guys have, will probably never be that way again. she has made her disisions and now its time for you to take those into account and make your own. it will get better in the long run.
if you ever, ever need to talk or rant. you can Pm me. i always listen, no matter how small the problem is. and trust me. ive been through just about all i could imagine in 15 years. so im here for you.
Pretty Rave Girl, August 16th, 2008 at 09:51:40am