My Sister In Law.

Okay. so im sitting here in the living room, listening to Seether, venting to you all, and waiting for everyone to get home. waiting for the bombs to explode. waiting for my mom and me to get kicked out. waiting for everything to fall apart. I cant say i like living here. but i get to do a lot more here than i ever was able to do with my dad. I cant say i like my sister in law, but i learn to live with her and i try to overlook everything she does to us. i know its just the way she is. and after all, you cant fix stupid. after everything, she is the mother of my nephew. i dont have to like her, but i love him. and really, i feel bad for him. Every morning she wakes up and takes him downstairs. sits him in front of the TV with those stupid cartoons blaring and goes to check her email. though to her, checking her email lasts for like, HOURS. so after a while of trying to sleep through the giggle fest that is the TV in the mornings. i come out of the bedroom i share with my mother and ask her to turn it down. And every time, i get the ever famous dirty look. The one that seems to be pasted to her face every time she sees me. She never even plays with him dammit. she never cleans up after herself or her son. So usually its left to me and my mom to clean up. and damn if we dont clean it up. but what-ever

My mother let my brother and her borrow her like, $500 cell phone. and today, i look at it, and there are scratches all over the screen, there is a huge gouge in the top right cover. and when My mom and i talked to her about them, she made excuses for them all... ones like, "those have been there for like, ever" or "it wasnt my fault" or best of all "Maybe that happened when Nina dropped it."
Okay, gotta clear something up here... ive dropped it once. and weve had it for like, years. it was in mint condish before we let them borrow it dammit. she respects nothing of what was borrowed to her.

i let them use my spare keyboard i have to use when i write long stories on my laptop. otherwords i get like, huge bruises and i have to wear these gay ass wrist things. but i let them use it because theirs broke, and the condition i set was that the kid didnt touch it AT ALL. because i know my sister in law, she will leave it down and it will get juice all over it. and what do you know. about two weeks after i handed it over, there was water AND milk spilled on it. so i cleaned the whole thing out. that took a couple hours. and this morning, i look over and there is a giant crack in the side of it. so i take a closer look and find out that it was dropped, and it broke. so after i talk to my brother about it. they are never borrowing anything from me ever again. im sorry, but dammit. i cant do it.

everyday, she pawns her son off on one of us. she got a job and didnt tell anyone till she was LEAVING and then someone had to watch him. so it was me. i never saw a dime for babysitting. and i dont want to ask for it. because i dont want to sound like a total bitch you know? but really i cant do it anymore. i refuse to watch him anymore, and i refuse to let her borrow anything more.

I think the biggest thing is though... the fact that we dont have locks on our bedrooms doors. so there is one that attaches to the bathroom and then goes to the kitchen. and another one that goes right into the living room. so i sleep like, right next to the TV. and! we cant lock anything so i am like, forced to get dressed in the bathroom. i cant even dress in my own fucking room. because everytime i try to, i get walked in on. i mean, do i not suddenly have the right to my privacy?

idk, im sorry if this is sort of all over the place. i just sat down and had to let it all out. so thanks for reading if you did. if not. idrc. i just dont really know what to do anymore.

-Nina
Posted on October 29th, 2008 at 11:29pm

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