-Semi-Rant-

I have learned that in this world, there are two kinds of people... there are people that you can trust with your life, that you can give everything to, and they wont walk all over it. And then there are people that put up a front saying that you are awesome or whatnot. And are really, totally fake.
I know that some of you will think trusting someone that turns out to be fake is my own damn fault. But really, when you have talked to someone for a long time, at least I cant help but trust them a little bit.
I would have never thought that people where capable of hurting people the way they do.
But because of some resent happenings.... I now know that what I thought before was completely and underly wrong. It hurts just to think that all this has happened. But you know, I'm not going to whine about it, like some of you do, I'm just trying to get it off my chest, then, hopefully get over it, and move on with life. I am not asking for your sympathy, simply that you listen to what I have to say.

I want to say right here and now, that if you have a problem with me, no matter what it is, Tell me to my face. Because if you tell all your friends, sooner or later word is going to get to me, and then, well, I'm not going to think as highly of you.
I have a level of respect for everyone, but when you are too much of a coward to tell me yourself, then that respect washes right down the drain.
So I thank all of you that have been honest to me about things. And those of you that have not, this is your chance. You wont get another one.

And like I said about people you can trust with your life, I know some right off the top of my head that I know will be there for me in my time of need and I will do the same for them. Heath, Derek, Mike, Andie and Skittsy. I love you guys.


thanks you guys. Sorry about the rant... I just really had to get it all off my chest.