This is everything I have ever wanted to say.

Please read this. I need someone to hear me out.

I don't really know why I'm writing this, but I feel like I need to let it get it off my chest. Okay so basically, Green Day has completed my life. So has GSB. I know most of you don't know me, but I used to be on here about 4 years ago.

Anyways. I... Am I guess whatever is considered "popular". If you looked at me, you would never guess that I'm obsessed with Green Day. I sometimes feel like I have to act like I'm something that I'm not. I'm scared of what people think about me. I feel like I have to keep my feelings inside. I have this image that I have to protect.

But... When I listen to Green Day, everything... nothing matters anymore. I just listen and admire. I wish I could be like them. I wish I could say 'Fuck you' to people I hate. I wish I didn't care what people think about me. But I do and I'm a goody two shoes. I have been and always will be. I'm getting better though.

GSB has helped me with that. You people have taught me it's okay to be different. It's okay to be weird. That I don't have to be perfect.
When I saw Green Day this summer, I felt like I was at home. I felt so comfortable and it was the best feeling in the world.

My friends don't get it. They don't understand how much I love Green Day. They don't get how much they have changed my life. They think I'm crazy for admiring people I have never met. They think I'm stupid for wanting a Green Day tattoo.
But, I don't care. It's what I want. At least for now. I may mature more and realize that I don't want the tattoo. I think I will get it though =]

To me, and probably most of their fans, Green Day isn't just a band. It's just... everything about them. It's what they represent and how they makes you feel. They're my life.

So, Green Day, and GSB, thank you. Thanks for making me laugh, smile, and teach me. How could I ever repay you.

Whoo that feels good to get out.
Posted on October 2nd, 2009 at 09:37pm


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