Depresssssssed

Aight.. since NONE of you know me, I just have to get this off my chest:
I know it may seem a little crazy/retarded, but this is what's going dowwn.
I started listening to Green Day at my friend's house, and ever since, I haven't been able to stop listening to it.. I saw the Jesus of suburbia video, and Saint Jimmy was wearing tons of makeup and he was all emo (whatever you wanna call it) and shit, so now I dress in black and wear eyeliner and I'm just being a bitch all the time and I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I went from being my usual, colorful, cheery self, to being a total pessimest, dressing in black, tons of eye makeup, and cutting stars into my hands JUST BECAUSE SAINT JIMMY has star tattoos on his fingers.
Then I became really obsessed with Billie Joe Armstrong.
I am really depressed and I'm sad and bitchy all the time because he's not in my life and he doesn't know I exist.. I listen to his voice and can't help thinking how gorgeous he is and how bad I want to be with him.. and I just wish I was a part of his life, and he a part of mine..
My friend (who showed me Green Day) feels the same way, and we don't know what to do about it.
Another one of my friends who lives in Ontario, her dad had drinks with Billie Joe and I believe he still has contact!!
So now we're just waiting for her to call us and perhaps give us a link..?
Also, I listened to the song Blood, Sex, and Booze, and I can't help thinking about how bad I want to fuck him.. Just putting that out there XD
Posted on February 27th, 2011 at 08:27pm

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