rant

I am not willing to believe that every woman I meet is a complete bitch.
My sister says that since she has worked with women most of her life (strip clubs, bars, restaraunts) then she knows a thing or two about the vindicative nature of our sex. I know that it's true that some people (male and female) are backstabbing, free riding, assholes who take advantage of situations...but it's not everybody, or atleast not in a mean spirited way.
We were talking about Hollins University; I said, yes I know there will be some worthless (I assume every school has their low point) people there...but hopefully it will be more mature, intelligent, and dressed then your average strip joint. I mean, who goes to an all womens college to fight over guys?...the people who want to be there (aka not their parents little bitch) know about empowerment in education, in self, and in the future. I am not a feminist...atleast, I don't think I am...but at some point in our lives we have to admit that it is childish to be stuck in fight mode when it comes to things we can't control. Or the things we sometimes go looking after, in that case.
I can be a bitch, I can be pushed to a point of complete bitch slapping sarcasm and angst. It's kind of pathetic but it's true. But why am I pushed to that point? Because I let it happen, and I understand it perfectly. Even though it is hard to remember the words that fuck me over in the end. I'll apoligise, we'll get over it eventually.
So, am I being a hypocrit when I say I want friends who are drama free? or atleast turn a cold shoulder too it when it approaches with it's horns and hot glitter?
That's all I ask of my friends and myself...I just want to know that we've tried not to step into the bloodshed of dramatic energy. We've learned, lost, corrupted and fought our ways through high school..maybe it can be put behind us, if only for the sake of sanity.