Ana? What the??? /RANT
I was just cruzing around GSB quite happily before i ran into a profile (no names mentioned).
on it it states things like anorexia not being a mental disorder; but a "lifestyle".
i, quite understandable considering circumstances which i will explain later, saw red.
How can people honestly believe its a lifestyle?
i am quite aware that as it is a disorder people who suffer from it tend to deny/cannot tell they have a problem; but sprouting absolute crap like (direct quote)
"1. If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2. Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3. You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner. " Etc.
How can people BELIEVE this garbage. How can people tell others that garbage,. it makes me want to cry in all honesty.
Im curretly in hospital as ive mentioned before, but im in here being treated for, yep, you guessed it, anorexia nervosa. im being treated against my will, as as much as im aware of the consequinces ive lost control of it. it now control me. yet i would never ever ever say that to anyone, because its simply not true.
what is happening to this world??
And more so why do people believe that?
My female idolisation of beauty is Marilyn Monroe. She was Glamour personified. But she was that at a volumptous size 12-14-16(varied over the years)
She was beautiful.
Looking like a skeleton, a catatonic one (from lack of nutrients) at that is not beautiful.
i know this.
yet im the one in here being treated for it. ironic how the world works.
Thing is im suffering consequinces for this "lifestyle"; i may never have kids, ive weakened my heart; my internal organs are fucked from a long time of mal-nourishment, ive permanatly aged my bones, my hair falls out easy, im an emotional wreck who now has symptoms of psychosis, depression and OCD.
Yeah, this "lifestyle" is fab -_-
on it it states things like anorexia not being a mental disorder; but a "lifestyle".
i, quite understandable considering circumstances which i will explain later, saw red.
How can people honestly believe its a lifestyle?
i am quite aware that as it is a disorder people who suffer from it tend to deny/cannot tell they have a problem; but sprouting absolute crap like (direct quote)
"1. If you aren't thin you aren't attractive.
2. Being thin is more important than being healthy.
3. You must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner. " Etc.
How can people BELIEVE this garbage. How can people tell others that garbage,. it makes me want to cry in all honesty.
Im curretly in hospital as ive mentioned before, but im in here being treated for, yep, you guessed it, anorexia nervosa. im being treated against my will, as as much as im aware of the consequinces ive lost control of it. it now control me. yet i would never ever ever say that to anyone, because its simply not true.
what is happening to this world??
And more so why do people believe that?
My female idolisation of beauty is Marilyn Monroe. She was Glamour personified. But she was that at a volumptous size 12-14-16(varied over the years)
She was beautiful.
Looking like a skeleton, a catatonic one (from lack of nutrients) at that is not beautiful.
i know this.
yet im the one in here being treated for it. ironic how the world works.
Thing is im suffering consequinces for this "lifestyle"; i may never have kids, ive weakened my heart; my internal organs are fucked from a long time of mal-nourishment, ive permanatly aged my bones, my hair falls out easy, im an emotional wreck who now has symptoms of psychosis, depression and OCD.
Yeah, this "lifestyle" is fab -_-
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*laughs*
Ashtray Heart, June 15th, 2007 at 08:41:01am
I agree with you about Marilyn Monroe.
^_^
Rebellion., May 25th, 2007 at 12:43:31am
ick. no one should feel like that. i know friends that have gone through and/or going through problems like that. it's not a lifestyle, it's a disorder that wrecks lives and destroys self esteem :[
ripcujiepoo, May 22nd, 2007 at 07:09:31pm
Be, she said she was in the hospital being treated against her will for anorexia.
I don't really know my opinion on this. Noone deserves to feel they have to starve themselves to feel better.
Kristmas_Tsanne, May 22nd, 2007 at 02:47:26pm
i hate people that are ignorant, obviously this person is a complete jerk, and it would be sad to find out that she was older than me, that would be vey childish of her.
Vegemite, May 21st, 2007 at 03:32:35am
So you're anorexic yourself?
rollerpig, May 20th, 2007 at 01:55:10pm
anorexia sucks..
i mean why people is so obessed with being skinny.?
.. i've been obessed too, i've puked because of the guilty..
and i hate it.
i haven't done it anymore..
but..
its really sad how people think that when you are skiny you are hot smart pretty all that bullsh*t
prettyness its in the inside..
its ironic how a person like me its saying this.. i really hate myself.. i'm the ugliest person ever
but meh..
at least i can give an advice
even though i don't follow it
:]
....
sorry about my bad eglish
Emo Orange Bunneh Ears, May 20th, 2007 at 12:39:44pm