Letting It Out
Lol.My second blog.And I've been here for more than a few months!
Usually, I have to let everything that comes into mind.
From an insult to a flattering comment, it has to be let out.
If it doesn't it just boils inside of me and I feel shut out, without a say.
And I get irritated [pissy] and I feel regretful of not saying what I wanted to say.
But sometimes these urges of expressing my thoughts have gotton me into trouble.
-sigh-
This is what happened.
I have a dear bf. Sweet guy and all, but very quiet.
One day on msn, he was depressed and all.
I kept asking him whats wrong.
[We're in different schools and strangely we liked each other before we met face to face.]
He wouldn't tell.
And I just kept saying "Whatever." and "Kay.".
He was going to ask me something.
And I had a feeling what it was.
So I asked him,
"Do you think Im going to break up with you?".
He said "Yes."
And I should've just kept it to myself
[Even thought this was me getting a little ticked off from his mysterious ways,but I enjoy him like this though my insensitive side was sick and tired.]
But I said
"Okay. Well, Im thinking about it."
Why did I say it?
Then we had the most akward conversation.
I felt so terrible.
I said sorry a lot of times, but I still felt terrible!
I hate myself for it.
-sigh-
Im just a horrible person.
[S]a]n]d]y] <3 |TheDarkestDude|
