This feeling...

It's the greatest feeling on earth. Love. To love and to be loved in return. Is there anything better?

I am very much in love. It's this boy, who I am thinking of all the time. It's because of him that I wake up with a smile on my face. It's because of him that I fall asleep with a smile on my face.

I remember writing my very first blog ever. It was of my ex boyfriend and how he broke up with me. He broke my heart. He had a girlfriend next to me all along the way. I deleted this blog a while ago because I'm done with it now. But while I was feeling down there was this boy who was always there for me. He was one of my best friends. And it is weird because I always had a crush on him. And suddenly, I felt that something was coming back from him. Something that seemed more than friendship. And I asked him to be mine.

Now without GSB I probably would never have found him. So I have to thank Dujo and Josipa for making it possible. I'm always keeping Josipa updated with all the news. XD I remember how she helped me when I was down. And I loved how she got so excited when I told her about the one who makes me so happy now. And she still is. Josipa is awesome.

We met on GSB more than a year ago. It probably was around April last year. And I really liked this boy and added him on msn. We talked about the stupiest things, pretended to be monkeys, played being superheros and sending a movie script to Tim Burton and Steven Spielberg or founded our own pirate crew. I don't think I ever had so much fun with someone. Back then I already had a crush on him, but I never dared to do anything.

But this January I did it. I asked him out. It was the best thing I've done in my life. I was so nervous, my heart was beating faster than a techno song, my hands were sweaty and my stomach had a million butterflies. He said yes. And made me the happiest girl on this planet.

Have you ever had this feeling in your stomach? The feeling that tells you It's him? I have it and it feels so great. I have no idea how I deserve him, or why he chose me but I think every girl thinks that at some point. I'm just really happy. He even wrote a song for me! It's so amazing because the lyrics and all - it's all about me. About my eyes, my giggling and so much more. I can't even describe how special I feel.

In 8 weeks I'm finally gonna meet him. I'm so excited. We've already talked on the phone and made stupid things on webcam. After this long wait - known for one and a half year, being together half a year - the day is finally coming.

I'm going there with a friend of mine. My parents wouldn't let me alone which I totally understand. The date is getting closer and closer. I love him, so much, and to actually finally be able to hug him, touch him, feel his breath on my skin is so exciting. That week will be the best week in my life.


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Now please don't get me down and say internet dating is stupid. I don't feel like arguing about that and I don't feel the need to. If you don't support it, that's fine. And don't tell me that it is dangerous. I'm not dumb I know that. I'm careful.
This blog generally is not meant to be about internet dating. It's about the feeling of being in love. Don't forget that.