22 hours and counting
Yup.. that's it.. 22 hours and count is how long I've been awake. I went to bed late sun/early mon and woke up at 8:30 am Monday.. and I only had about 3 hours of sleep... I was soo tired all day but I knew if I went to sleep early then I would only sleep for like 4 or 5 hours and bolt awake in the middle of the night. So I waited.. and then I took my night meds at 11pm and actually took extra since it's for sleep... and what do you know; nothing.
Thisis a side effect from my illness. My sleep pattern can get erratic...
This sucks donkey dick.
I have a shit load of stuff this week, all of which I don't want to do. I need sleep and fast or I'm going to end up sick again.
The only good thing was that I had another brain fart about my illness. Holly and I were talking about our series of stories and I made an off hand comment about some day I will understand why I tourture Sab so much...lol
Holly was like pain is funny?
Then I had amy brain fart... nooo it deeper than that... she is a part of me and for some reason I feel that I need to be toutured like that.. and since I can't do that in real life.. it corresponds to her
That is a 'break through' for me... it's another piece in the puzzle of my illness. And I really can't wait to see my therapist to tell her aboutit... even though she is leaving...
Thisis a side effect from my illness. My sleep pattern can get erratic...
This sucks donkey dick.
I have a shit load of stuff this week, all of which I don't want to do. I need sleep and fast or I'm going to end up sick again.
The only good thing was that I had another brain fart about my illness. Holly and I were talking about our series of stories and I made an off hand comment about some day I will understand why I tourture Sab so much...lol
Holly was like pain is funny?
Then I had amy brain fart... nooo it deeper than that... she is a part of me and for some reason I feel that I need to be toutured like that.. and since I can't do that in real life.. it corresponds to her
That is a 'break through' for me... it's another piece in the puzzle of my illness. And I really can't wait to see my therapist to tell her aboutit... even though she is leaving...
I can't have insomnia, I would be so screwed because without sleep I can't fuction. I'm sorry.
ha_ha_you're_screwed, January 28th, 2007 at 07:42:07pm
I don't know what to say to cheer you up. I wish i could cheer you up and give you a hug. I hope things work themselves out for you, you've always been so kind to me.
~Sexxi~Tre~, January 25th, 2007 at 02:36:00pm
I have insomnia, I just like, sit on my bed, twiddling my thumbs all night
tis annoying ._.
honest eyes., January 24th, 2007 at 03:53:29pm
AXIS I: Major Depression; severe recurrent
AXIS II: Borderline Personlity Disorder
Banach95, January 23rd, 2007 at 09:20:36pm
Ugggh, I can't even imagine having insomnia. Im your typical teenager who can barely get out of bed in the morning. Sorry you have to go through that.
Kurtni, January 23rd, 2007 at 05:05:59pm
If you don't mind me asking, what is your illness?
TMTCR, January 23rd, 2007 at 03:53:15pm