Nobody Likes You, Everyone Left You...

Okay, well first of all, I am going to just say, that I’m not going to give you any schtick. I’m going to tell you the whole truth and nothing but the truth, and I can only ask that if you have any suggestions for me, let me know, because I am…. So desperate for help, it’s not funny, and I know that I should see a counseller, I make appointments, but it’s hard. I just can’t bring myself to throw all this stuff that’s happening.

I moved schools 6 months ago. It was one of the hardest times for me ever. I left because I received an academic scholarship, and because I was practically driven out by a particular student.

At my new school, I seemed to get along with the girls in my class, and I used to be in a friendship group. Now, at the end of Semester 1, I still get along with girls in my class, but every lunchtime I sit alone eating lunch.

I want to talk to people, believe me, you have no idea; I can’t. After 10 years of this girl at my old school doing what she did, I just…don’t have the self-esteem. I feel worthless every day. No matter what, I just feel sad. I make up that I’m sick so I don’t have to go to school, because I can’t bare being alone anymore.

It’s so hard for me to make friends. Before I went to the new school, I had it all planned out on how I was going to act, but… when I got there I just couldn’t. There was something there that just stopped me from going up and introducing myself.

Please….I need help. I feel depressed every day, and I can’t take it. I’ve talked to my parents, they just tell me to keep trying. It doesn’t work.
Posted on June 30th, 2007 at 10:12am


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