I just want to Thank you...

I'm in love with this guy.
Joe.
He makes me smile almost everyday.
He's been there for the most part when i needed him.
He makes me feel good about myself and helps me with my problems. Most times, i feel like i can tell him anything.
He also came into my life at a good time.
I was depressed from a relationship that went all wrong and it was terrible. But on September 22nd, i went to a moutian bike race in Macon,Georgia with my dad. It was a 12 hour race and i saw him there. Even though for the first 10 hours of the race, we just walked past each other and checked each other out, we hung out near the end with my sister and his friend.
Ever since then, i haven't been able to get him out of my head.
I'm not obsessed with him. But i do think i almost love him.
But i don't know.
I just feel all....tingly and good when we talk.
And just a few weeks ago, he said that he loved me.
But there are 2 problems:
-He's 18
and
-He lives in Florida

We don't care much about the age. I mean we'll be carful and all of that. But we still live like a state away from each other. We have even talked about him moving up here. But i don't know.

What i'm trying to say is that i love him and i want to thank him...for everything. He got me to stop cutting all the time. ( i honestly dont remember the last time i did). He got me to kinda like myself and the things i do. I feel more...confident and adventurous than i did a couple months ago.
I know that he'll never see this, but i want to get it out.

I Love You Joe...You've Taken My Heart Away