Me, Myself, and I.
My name is Jessika Ann Marie Holly.
In a previous blog I explained my past,
So in this one I’d like to explain myself more!!
I am 5’3, 121 pounds, paler skin, bright blue eyes, round face, shiny blonde hair which smells good all the time!
I’m a typically happy girl,
Very, very, very rarely will you see me cry,
And if you do
Well than
You were just lucky :]
I laugh and/or type “lol”, “
” more times in a day than you will in a lifetime.
I smile constantly, I have been recognized as, “Hey! It’s that blonde chick who smiles a lot!”
So I am your typical blonde. I do stupid things on a regular basis, make stupid comments, run in to walls and eat grass. My most blonde thing to date has actually been caught on tape, sadly. Here is the convo:
Me:You know, us blondes are not stupid…we’re just incompetent!
Bff Emma:Jessika, you don’t know what incompetent means, do you?”
Me:*thinks* No, no I don’t…
I’m a whore.
Plain and simple, their it is. I’ve been your typical slut, sleeping with just about every guy in school. Not caring about protection or what the consequences. This resulted in the birth of my son when I was 13. I gave that son up for adoption and am in no longer contact with him.
Right now I have a boyfriend, I’m happy with him. He’s a horny bastard 24/7, yet he knows how to be a romantic son-of-a-betch. We balance each other out and I right now couldn’t be happier with him.
I have a addiction to flashing people. I do this quite often to get money/food/clothes/iPods ect. Ect.
I love to sing and dance. I’ve been in singing lessons and choirs since the age of 7. I’ve always been a soprano. I quite choir recently, I’m tired of the whole scene. I don’t plan on becoming a professional singer by any means. Its just for fun. I’ll always be the one kickin’ it hardcore on the dance floor at any Homecoming or Prom. I can dance like those black girls in those rap music videos, and I’m proud of it. =]
I am a texting freak.
I go through just about 15,000-18,000 texts a month. I have a nice phone, its bright orange with a good camera that I use quite frequently.
I am a funny person, I like to make fun of people including myself. I call a lot of people such names as: ”Whore,” “Fugly hoe,” “Little boy,” “Hooker,” “Silly little girl/boy.”
Don’t take it offensively if I tell you that I plan to stab you or murder you. I say that to a lot of people, and only 1/10 times I actually plan on going through with it.
I’m generally a nice person, if you start talking to me, I’ll talk back and be quite open and outgoing with them. Though, theirs only once in a while where one of these people become my friends.
I am a popular kid, I would have to say. I earned the respect of my peers, though I do have haters. I love being center of attention and can do so quite easily. I’m always the loudest person in the room. I walk down the hall and every five seconds I get a “Hi Jessika!”
Though I know a lot of people, I hate most of them. I am very negative when it comes to people. I think they are all over dramatic, over suicidal, immature, judgmental, whiners though I have to say the same thing about GSB.
My best friends forever and always that I don’t hate are: Kendra, Emma, Jake, Wyatt, Larissa, Kelly, Emra, and Nikki. These people I hold dear to my heart. We always stand out in a crowd.
I’m brutally honest. I will tell you if you’re being a bitch, or a slut, or a whiner, or ugly or fat or stupid. I’m sorry but that’s just who I am. I do not get offended easily whatsoever, so please don’t try to insult me, its not going to work. I’ve been called the worst things imaginable, they loose their meaning after awhile.
I guess I would be labeled as a “hot chick” at my school, sadly enough. I’ve been envied by a lot of girls because I get a lot of attention from boys. But this attention is not something I want. I am constantly getting hit on over and over everyday. Its rude flirting to. Its aware that I have a boyfriend, yet I still get comments like “You’re hot, I wanna screw you hard.” Or “I wanna suck you.” I’m tired of it. Boys need to grow up and get over themselves and their penis.
I have a fascination with helping people through their problems. I have a been through a lot, no I’m not bragging by any means, so I know what I’m talking about usually. I get quite a few PM’s a day with serious issues in fellow GSBians lives. I always reply as soon as I get them. I have been told over and over again that I should write a self help book on how to overcome teenage depression. I have thought about it and might do it at some point in my life. So if you ever have a problem, anything at all, you won’t just get a “I’m sorry” from me. Typically I don’t even say “I’m sorry,” because I’m not sorry. I did nothing to you. But I will put my input and continue to help you through anything, even if this is an addiction or whatever that you need to regularly consult somebody on.
I type amazingly fast. I get a lot of stares and “OH MY GOSH YOU TYPE FAST!” nearly every week. I spend a lot of time typing, so I guess that’s how I get the practice. If my goals in life fail, I could always get a office job!
I’ve known what I wanted to do with my life since the 5th grade. My plans are to:
-Write a best selling novel
-Write the script for the movie version of my best selling novel
-Produce it
-Direct it
-Star in it
-Compose the music for it
-Write the review for it
-Become a poet
-Do something to save someone’s life BESIDES talking them out of suicide.
-Work for RollingStone Magazine
But that’s just for the moment. I could potentially add to it.
I love roller coasters and rides. There is not one in this entire earth that I wouldn’t ride. Not one.
I grew up on music and its always been their for me. I can play the piano, guitar, bass, violin, clarinet, drums, and flute. I write music and listen to it for on average 3 hours a day at the least. I love the following bands: Green Day, My Chem, Shiny Toy Guns, Robots in Disguise, Mayday Parade, Escape the Fate, Madina Lake, Disney Movie songs, UnderOATH, Flyleaf, Paramore, Linkin Park and more of course!
I have a few piercings. These include my lip, bellybutton, ears, and a certain place that I am not going to mention.
I cuss. Get over it you stupid Mormons. Yes I hate religion, I don’t believe in the bible, yet I do believe in a god, just not the Christian god, or the Buddhist god, or any of your gods. I am a racist, I really am against illegal Mexican immigrants. I can argue my point very well, so if you want to have a go at this one, bring it ;D. I hate all governments in every single country. I believe that the education system in America is not teaching what the way that kids can learn and really really really honestly benefit from.
I have strong opinions and do have the power to see both sides. I win quite a bit of debates in my school and I love doing so.
So this is just a little bit about me and my sort of personality. If you’d like to talk to me, than go ahead a PM me or comment me! I don’t mind at all. If I don’t like you…I’ll tell you though! Haha. If you want to stay away from me after this, than by all means go ahead.
Here are my GSB friends:
Mikey, Amanda, WOMAN!(youknowwhoyouare)Zacky boy, Kaiden(imissyou), Andria, LITTLEBOY aka Kyle.
xxxx
Jessika
In a previous blog I explained my past,
So in this one I’d like to explain myself more!!
I am 5’3, 121 pounds, paler skin, bright blue eyes, round face, shiny blonde hair which smells good all the time!
I’m a typically happy girl,
Very, very, very rarely will you see me cry,
And if you do
Well than
You were just lucky :]
I laugh and/or type “lol”, “
” more times in a day than you will in a lifetime.I smile constantly, I have been recognized as, “Hey! It’s that blonde chick who smiles a lot!”
So I am your typical blonde. I do stupid things on a regular basis, make stupid comments, run in to walls and eat grass. My most blonde thing to date has actually been caught on tape, sadly. Here is the convo:
Me:You know, us blondes are not stupid…we’re just incompetent!
Bff Emma:Jessika, you don’t know what incompetent means, do you?”
Me:*thinks* No, no I don’t…
I’m a whore.
Plain and simple, their it is. I’ve been your typical slut, sleeping with just about every guy in school. Not caring about protection or what the consequences. This resulted in the birth of my son when I was 13. I gave that son up for adoption and am in no longer contact with him.
Right now I have a boyfriend, I’m happy with him. He’s a horny bastard 24/7, yet he knows how to be a romantic son-of-a-betch. We balance each other out and I right now couldn’t be happier with him.
I have a addiction to flashing people. I do this quite often to get money/food/clothes/iPods ect. Ect.
I love to sing and dance. I’ve been in singing lessons and choirs since the age of 7. I’ve always been a soprano. I quite choir recently, I’m tired of the whole scene. I don’t plan on becoming a professional singer by any means. Its just for fun. I’ll always be the one kickin’ it hardcore on the dance floor at any Homecoming or Prom. I can dance like those black girls in those rap music videos, and I’m proud of it. =]
I am a texting freak.
I go through just about 15,000-18,000 texts a month. I have a nice phone, its bright orange with a good camera that I use quite frequently.
I am a funny person, I like to make fun of people including myself. I call a lot of people such names as: ”Whore,” “Fugly hoe,” “Little boy,” “Hooker,” “Silly little girl/boy.”
Don’t take it offensively if I tell you that I plan to stab you or murder you. I say that to a lot of people, and only 1/10 times I actually plan on going through with it.
I’m generally a nice person, if you start talking to me, I’ll talk back and be quite open and outgoing with them. Though, theirs only once in a while where one of these people become my friends.
I am a popular kid, I would have to say. I earned the respect of my peers, though I do have haters. I love being center of attention and can do so quite easily. I’m always the loudest person in the room. I walk down the hall and every five seconds I get a “Hi Jessika!”
Though I know a lot of people, I hate most of them. I am very negative when it comes to people. I think they are all over dramatic, over suicidal, immature, judgmental, whiners though I have to say the same thing about GSB.
My best friends forever and always that I don’t hate are: Kendra, Emma, Jake, Wyatt, Larissa, Kelly, Emra, and Nikki. These people I hold dear to my heart. We always stand out in a crowd.
I’m brutally honest. I will tell you if you’re being a bitch, or a slut, or a whiner, or ugly or fat or stupid. I’m sorry but that’s just who I am. I do not get offended easily whatsoever, so please don’t try to insult me, its not going to work. I’ve been called the worst things imaginable, they loose their meaning after awhile.
I guess I would be labeled as a “hot chick” at my school, sadly enough. I’ve been envied by a lot of girls because I get a lot of attention from boys. But this attention is not something I want. I am constantly getting hit on over and over everyday. Its rude flirting to. Its aware that I have a boyfriend, yet I still get comments like “You’re hot, I wanna screw you hard.” Or “I wanna suck you.” I’m tired of it. Boys need to grow up and get over themselves and their penis.
I have a fascination with helping people through their problems. I have a been through a lot, no I’m not bragging by any means, so I know what I’m talking about usually. I get quite a few PM’s a day with serious issues in fellow GSBians lives. I always reply as soon as I get them. I have been told over and over again that I should write a self help book on how to overcome teenage depression. I have thought about it and might do it at some point in my life. So if you ever have a problem, anything at all, you won’t just get a “I’m sorry” from me. Typically I don’t even say “I’m sorry,” because I’m not sorry. I did nothing to you. But I will put my input and continue to help you through anything, even if this is an addiction or whatever that you need to regularly consult somebody on.
I type amazingly fast. I get a lot of stares and “OH MY GOSH YOU TYPE FAST!” nearly every week. I spend a lot of time typing, so I guess that’s how I get the practice. If my goals in life fail, I could always get a office job!
I’ve known what I wanted to do with my life since the 5th grade. My plans are to:
-Write a best selling novel
-Write the script for the movie version of my best selling novel
-Produce it
-Direct it
-Star in it
-Compose the music for it
-Write the review for it
-Become a poet
-Do something to save someone’s life BESIDES talking them out of suicide.
-Work for RollingStone Magazine
But that’s just for the moment. I could potentially add to it.
I love roller coasters and rides. There is not one in this entire earth that I wouldn’t ride. Not one.
I grew up on music and its always been their for me. I can play the piano, guitar, bass, violin, clarinet, drums, and flute. I write music and listen to it for on average 3 hours a day at the least. I love the following bands: Green Day, My Chem, Shiny Toy Guns, Robots in Disguise, Mayday Parade, Escape the Fate, Madina Lake, Disney Movie songs, UnderOATH, Flyleaf, Paramore, Linkin Park and more of course!
I have a few piercings. These include my lip, bellybutton, ears, and a certain place that I am not going to mention.
I cuss. Get over it you stupid Mormons. Yes I hate religion, I don’t believe in the bible, yet I do believe in a god, just not the Christian god, or the Buddhist god, or any of your gods. I am a racist, I really am against illegal Mexican immigrants. I can argue my point very well, so if you want to have a go at this one, bring it ;D. I hate all governments in every single country. I believe that the education system in America is not teaching what the way that kids can learn and really really really honestly benefit from.
I have strong opinions and do have the power to see both sides. I win quite a bit of debates in my school and I love doing so.
So this is just a little bit about me and my sort of personality. If you’d like to talk to me, than go ahead a PM me or comment me! I don’t mind at all. If I don’t like you…I’ll tell you though! Haha. If you want to stay away from me after this, than by all means go ahead.
Here are my GSB friends:
Mikey, Amanda, WOMAN!(youknowwhoyouare)Zacky boy, Kaiden(imissyou), Andria, LITTLEBOY aka Kyle.
xxxx
Jessika
cool blog;
you forgot me as yer friend =O
Sunshine., December 2nd, 2007 at 02:24:57am
I'd love to work for Rolling Stone too. ^.^
great blog!
Riot on the Radio, December 2nd, 2007 at 12:27:57am
-Work for RollingStone Magazine
omg that's mine ;(
rollerpig, December 1st, 2007 at 10:48:53am
I like the way that you're so honest.
dramamine;, December 1st, 2007 at 10:07:09am
OMG!!! I'M MENTIONED!!
*is going to die of happiness*
get famous, December 1st, 2007 at 08:38:46am
v_v
you FORGOT your very own GSB daughter...
:molly:
Ood, December 1st, 2007 at 07:26:25am
yay im mentioned =D XD wow, that really explains how you know about alot of things. good blog Jess
The Evil Alchemist, December 1st, 2007 at 06:55:09am