My body, My mind, and I: Call me crazy or anorexic!

I went though this a few times. I wouldn't eat breakfest or lunch. During the summers it was the worse. I wouldn't eat. My mom had to force feed me. I refused to eat.

I wanted to loose weight. I HAD to loose weight. I kept telling myself that.

Its been going on off and on for about two years. Everyone made me feel bad about my body.

I'd do anyhting I could to skip meals. Do my homework,read,hide in the bathroom, pretend to sleep. Anything that might work.

I talked to a few of my friends about it. They said I sounded like I could possibly be becoming Anorexic or already was. That couldn't be true could it? I mean I was fat. C'mon, how many times have you seen a fat anorexic?

While this was going on I was also depressed. Everything seemed almost like a blur. A dark,dreary,painful blur.

I still think I'm overweight. I don't think I've ever over came this or ever will.

I'm 5'5 and 140 pounds. I want to get down to 115 though. Call me crazy or anorexic?

Thats your choice
Posted on January 15th, 2007 at 09:48pm

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