What's wrong with me?
I can't stop getting upset and crying all the time. Lately everything has been making me upset, even music which has never ever made me upset, if I listen to songs like Every Rose Has Its Thorn, I'll be missing you, Every Breath You Take, Always and Never Tear Us Apart I cry. Also when someone compliments me I don't believe they mean it; on Saturday night Uncle Dave said I'm gonna gorgeous when I'm older and dad agreed with him, but I didn't believe them, I think its cause I'm not used to compliments like that, but why won't I stop getting upset? I have a feeling that it might be old memories because lately I've been thinking about mum and Caine. Chad says he hates seeing me cry, and when I cry he cries. This morning I woke up and found a note on my bed side table, it was from Chad, he left early to go to work. Here's what it said:
Bron,
I know you've been feeling really depressed lately, I don't know why. I keep thinking I've done something wrong but you always say that its not me, if it is something I've done I'd never forgive myself. Dad wants you to sit down with him and tell him why your so upset, its tearing him apart to see you like this and its tearing me apart to. I know you've been through alot in your life, I thought things were looking up for you. Please tell me or dad why your so upset, it will make you feel so much better once you tell someone. Love you lots.
Chad xoxo
How can I tell dad? It will bring back memories for him and I don't want to do that to him.
Does anyone have any ideas of how I should tell them why I've been so upset? cause I don't how to tell dad without making him upset. Every bit helps
Bron,
I know you've been feeling really depressed lately, I don't know why. I keep thinking I've done something wrong but you always say that its not me, if it is something I've done I'd never forgive myself. Dad wants you to sit down with him and tell him why your so upset, its tearing him apart to see you like this and its tearing me apart to. I know you've been through alot in your life, I thought things were looking up for you. Please tell me or dad why your so upset, it will make you feel so much better once you tell someone. Love you lots.
Chad xoxo
How can I tell dad? It will bring back memories for him and I don't want to do that to him.
Does anyone have any ideas of how I should tell them why I've been so upset? cause I don't how to tell dad without making him upset. Every bit helps
talking to someone will help, but dont talk to them untill your ready. juat be truthfull, he might be able to help you if he knows whats bothering you. maybe talk to Chad first. i find parents hard to talk to. or if you want you can talk to me, i might be able to help
fruit_baskets, June 21st, 2008 at 12:24:04am
I'm not really sure what's best for this, but...
You shouldn't tell your dad until you're positive of what it is, otherwise you'll be sitting there with a blank stare and no idea what to tell him. And if you're afraid that what you tell him will upset him, then think of it this way: Your dad would be even more upset if he found that this was hurting you and that he couldn't help you. He might think of himself as a bad father for not helping you in the first place, no matter how hard. Remember that when you're upset, he's in pain too.
In My Insanity, June 17th, 2008 at 09:45:24am
Thats what my Mum says to me all the time, *Shakes head* "Your gonna be so pretty!"
And i'm sitting there listening thinking, "Am i not pretty now??"
And If it's something you need to talk to someone about then you should, if your just feeling depressed and you don't know why, it's not so good to tell them [I would think] because then there going to be like, "You can tell me! I'm all ears! Please tell me!" And if you have no reason it will most likely make him all.... I don't know but ya.
TessicaT.Kirk, June 17th, 2008 at 07:33:49am