I've never been this kind of person.
Lately, i have been struggeling with my appearence. I've never ever felt this way before but lately, i've been thinking...I'm not the person who i personally want to be. But the problem is, the style i want is what other people think of as me "Following the leader", which i'm not at all. I know who i personally want to be and people have trouble understanding that. Another problem with this is that i don't have the money to look and dress the way i want to look and it really frusterates me. It's pretty lame that i get so angry over this but it's a big part of my life. Not to be shallow or be a drama queen, but i want to be pretty. Know what i mean? It's just hard for me.
I'll show you;
That's the hair i've been trying to get for SO long. But, my hair is too short and doesn't grow fast. I would need cheap cheap cheap extensions :/
Bleh, i don't know what to do. I just want to look and dress the way i want too. But it's really hard. Sorry if reading this blog was a waste of your time. I have honestly never felt this way. I've always been okay with myself but for some reason lately i havn't been comfortable in my own skin.
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I'll show you;
That's the hair i've been trying to get for SO long. But, my hair is too short and doesn't grow fast. I would need cheap cheap cheap extensions :/
Bleh, i don't know what to do. I just want to look and dress the way i want too. But it's really hard. Sorry if reading this blog was a waste of your time. I have honestly never felt this way. I've always been okay with myself but for some reason lately i havn't been comfortable in my own skin.
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babe, your a thousand times more prettier than that girl
youve got your own unique beauty katie.
joel, December 21st, 2008 at 12:34:36pm
tbh with you, when people ave a bone to pick with my so-called 'style' [more like lack of!] or whatever, my style is based around the music I listen to. When I first got into Green Day at the wee age of 13, the stuff I saw them wearing blew me away. It was so different from anything I'd ever seen before.. I loved it. One of the first things I bought not long after I got into Green Day was a studded belt, followed my Converse, TUK's etc. As is the same with my other favourite band, Alkaline Trio. I wear similar things/slight variations of what they wear. It's my influence
Trusty Chords., July 7th, 2008 at 06:58:23pm
I had a time like this last year... i wanted to be the way i wanted, but i wanted to draw inspiration from all groups of people... and all my friends and my mother, they all told me that i was just like everyone else, that i was a poser/follower. I hated it but, after a time, i got over it... so will you, i know it. you just have to make up your mind about it and put everyone else's comments to the side. I'm not trying to say that the comments won't or shouldn't bother you, but you just can't listen to them...
If you would ever like to talk about it, if you are having troubles, i would be glad to help.
Pretty Rave Girl, July 6th, 2008 at 11:49:50pm
everybody has these times, honestly. they're hard to overcome, but we do in the end. from what i know of you, you're awesome. you're cool, nice and funny. you also seem to have a lot of self respect. just give yourself some time, and i'm sure you'll get over it. =]
get famous, July 6th, 2008 at 10:53:02pm
I agree with sarah :]
hollywood tragedy., July 6th, 2008 at 08:41:46pm
I know the feeling, and I also know money and attitude are a major part of it. I got the attitude, but the money is a major factor. My day goes to hell if I don't feel comfortable in my own clothes let alone my own skin. Only time will tell ;)
Drummergirl, July 6th, 2008 at 03:33:45pm
uh uh... you just have to be creative. make your own clothes and such :) be punk, make your own clothes x] come on, it's fun!!
well okay yea, you can't make your hair... but it's not about money really, it's about the attitude.
princess consuela, July 6th, 2008 at 02:32:32pm
My brother said he'd date you any day....
Mike N Tre Erections, July 6th, 2008 at 02:10:31pm
I really know how you feel. I'm struggling with this as well. I honestly don't know where I really want to go with my style. If I had more money I know that I would be able to dress and look how I want. Although, I know I most deffinately won't be happy with my appearance, maybe just my clothes. I think it's normal to feel uncomfortable in your own skin. Part of a teenage life. It will pass soon. and I really agree with the comment below me. Things will fall into place soon :] ♥
Bubble Wrap., July 6th, 2008 at 01:41:23pm
I know this is the last thing you'll want to hear but I know how you feel in some respects. But lately I've had the courage to change it. I've changed my attitude and starting dressing how i want to dresss. I find alternatives to the expensive clothes I'd love to own and as for your hair, thats one thing you cant change instantly. You'll see things fall into place for you soon because its always the case that for things to get better, they've gotta get worse first. You'll see (:
Katie, you're damn gorgeous and most definetly one of the most gorgeous girls I've ever seen. I'm here for you alwaaaaays. (: ilu.
serenade sarahh, July 6th, 2008 at 11:03:00am