Happy Birthday Uncle Billy...R.I.P
It's been 8 months since my Uncle died. Or close to. Today is his birthday...
Today I don't get the pleasure of seeing him come up the stairs to recieve bbirthday presents and his cake.( black forest cake was his fav ) I wont get to hear his laugh as my neiece whispers "can I give him my gift?"
I took so many things for granted about him....and I miss everything. I remember when him and I used to go biking. He would take me ALL over town then bring me to a daisy mart to get me something to drink. Or we would stop by DQ.
He was the baby of five. We had that in common. I'm the baby of 5. Had he of been alive, today I would have seen his smile...laugh as he made his jokes. Ate cake with him...hugged him and smelt the smokes off his sweater. And I would have loved every minute of it.
I really don't know what to say...my feeling can't make up their mind.
Today has rained...ALL day in my little town. And There's holes in the floor of Heaven and his tears are pourin down, that's how I know he's watchin wishin he could be here now.
My lil heart can't make up it's mind weather ot be happy or sad. I guess it's...bittersweet.
It really is true what they say You never know how much you're going to miss something...untill it's gone
Thank you for your time
Angel Rose
Today I don't get the pleasure of seeing him come up the stairs to recieve bbirthday presents and his cake.( black forest cake was his fav ) I wont get to hear his laugh as my neiece whispers "can I give him my gift?"
I took so many things for granted about him....and I miss everything. I remember when him and I used to go biking. He would take me ALL over town then bring me to a daisy mart to get me something to drink. Or we would stop by DQ.
He was the baby of five. We had that in common. I'm the baby of 5. Had he of been alive, today I would have seen his smile...laugh as he made his jokes. Ate cake with him...hugged him and smelt the smokes off his sweater. And I would have loved every minute of it.
I really don't know what to say...my feeling can't make up their mind.
Today has rained...ALL day in my little town. And There's holes in the floor of Heaven and his tears are pourin down, that's how I know he's watchin wishin he could be here now.
My lil heart can't make up it's mind weather ot be happy or sad. I guess it's...bittersweet.
It really is true what they say You never know how much you're going to miss something...untill it's gone
Thank you for your time
Angel Rose
:( For some really weird reason that made me get all teary which is strange because I never cry. And I'm not even on PMS or something.
Maybe he's like riding on a long bike trail up in the sky, and you don't even have to worry if he was clumsy or anything because I'm sure clouds make real good cushions to fall on. :)
Addison Dewitt, August 9th, 2008 at 12:46:29am
awww
I'm sorry for what happend. But stay strong. One day u'll see him again.
Good blog ^^
<3
Rain, August 8th, 2008 at 02:13:10pm