always stuck in a potentially heart breaking situation...lol

i think i'm finally done thinking about josh.

i just sat down and thought about what it would be like to kiss him and such. then i realized, i could never do that. hes my best friend...

then i saw this guy that i've admired from a far for awhile now. i ended up adding him on myspace, and surprisingly he ended up messaging me right after i added him. so we''ve been talking for a few hours now, its really cool. he has a girlfriend though...but i don't care, hes a really awesome person and i want to be friends with him. he likes A LOT of the same things i do, its really amazing. he's really hot...well in my opinion. but i'm attracted to the really geeky looking guys...lol.

it might just be cause its really late at night and i'm kind of slap happy, but i feel like i'm over josh. and i like austin, but he has a girlfriend and i'd honestly be thrilled just to be his friend. we have a lot in common. i dont' really have many friends on campus anyway. he seems like a really unique, funny person. some one who i would really get along with. and who knows, maybe someday when hes not with his girlfriend we'll be good friends and it could be something more...but i JUST met him. so its all good right now =]