my attempt at a poem...tell me what you think

its just a poem.

the hardest thing i've had to do
is find a way to talk to you
you made me smile, you brought me joy
but i knew you weren't really that boy.

its hard to look at you now
find the courage to smile somehow
i thought we'd found some common ground
you left me here, without a sound

the hardest part of this has to be
trying my hardest to make you see
the girl you saw the other day
isn't really me, i'm not that way

all i wanted was another friend
but the signs i sent were misread
maybe i liked you a little more
but by that time, i wasn't sure

now you leave me here alone
wishing sometimes i didn't call this home
you are with her, not with me
i'm not really blind, you should know i can see

i can't go back and make things right
i can't say, "lets just be friends" that night
because now when i try i'll always relieve
the few moments there i am trying to forget.



this was a very unique artistically clear example of how i am feeling right now. i usually can't write poems of what i feel, but for some reason all the words just came out right this time.