September 29, 2008 - 1 Month
Sepetember 29, 2008 will mark the 1 month anniversary of me not seeing my mom.
I don't exactly know what first happened that led this to length of period, but all I know is that it sucks epically. She does call me almost every day, but it's not doing enough. I'm starting to forget what she looks like. It's bad, yes I know. I'm 14 years old, I'm supposed to be fighting with my mom over my outfits, not forgetting what she looks like. It's so strange that I used to hate her for drinking and raising hell, but know I really want to see her. Everytime she talks to me, I don't want to hang up. Everytime she talks to me on the phone, she sounds like she is about to cry and it breaks my heart. I need to see her.
I hate this.
I don't exactly know what first happened that led this to length of period, but all I know is that it sucks epically. She does call me almost every day, but it's not doing enough. I'm starting to forget what she looks like. It's bad, yes I know. I'm 14 years old, I'm supposed to be fighting with my mom over my outfits, not forgetting what she looks like. It's so strange that I used to hate her for drinking and raising hell, but know I really want to see her. Everytime she talks to me, I don't want to hang up. Everytime she talks to me on the phone, she sounds like she is about to cry and it breaks my heart. I need to see her.
I hate this.
where is she, and why?
Blarg!, September 28th, 2008 at 08:31:31pm