☠Thank you for the venom☠

So, Thanksgiving's coming up (at least here it is) and I started thinking about what I'm thankful for. And I don't mean that shallow, forced shitty kinda thankful, I mean truly thankful.

One thing I'm really thankful for is my friends. They helpp me to get my mind off of my problems. I don't know what I'd do without em. They all play a different, unique, important role in my life, and I'm thankful for that.

One friend in particular, who seems to come up in a lot of my blogs, is Flynn. She's my best friend in the real world, and she's the only person that I can talk to ofer the phone for hours at a time. She's helped raise my self esteem, provided an outlet for my rage and fear, and helped me stay alive. I'm just all around lucky to have a friend like her. Oh, and she also kept me out of jail on several occasions.

Another thing I'm thankful for is Green Day. Their music is beautiful. It's from the heart. And they've helped me find myself in this fucked up little world. They've helped me deal with my problems, confront them, and realize that nothing's all it's cracked up to be, so I'm just gonna do whatever I can to make it worth it. Green Day's not only saved my life, literally, but also molded it, shaped it, and made me who I am today. Thanks Green Day.

I'm also thankful for My Chemical Romance. All the shit they've gone through, all the death and mental problems, Bob being in the hospital, and shit like that has gone on, and they still keep playing. Their dedication, determination, and hard work has made me a better person, because I try to emulate them, and I'll follow my dreams to the very fucking end. They've told me that I am worth it. They've helped me realize that I'm not okay, but that I still have no reason to end it. They've taught em to "Stand up fucking tall, don't let them see your back." They have literally saved my life. And for that, I'm thankful.

I'm glad that no matter how fucking depressed I am, I can still follow my dreams. I will learn bass, I will be the best damn singer I can be, and I will fucking make it. And I'm thankful for everyone who's put me down, pushed me around, and helped make me the person I am today. Becasue all the abuse, all the shit I've taken over the years, it's molded me into the bitch I am today. I'm not taking anybody's shit, and anyone who thinks I will is in for a rude awakening. So I'm thankful for that.

I'm also thankful for the internet. It provides me with yet another emotional outlet so I can keep all this shit bottled up around people. It also provides craigslist, where I found this awesome bass guitar I might buy.

So thanks to all of my friends. Most importantly, thanks to all of my eniemies, and the challenges of daily life, cause I'm gonna beat you all and make my way to the fucking top.

Oh, and one more thing: Thanks for reading.