missing you..
i miss my friends.
its been two freaking days and i miss them. tabby has been texting me almost constantly for the last two days and has called me twice. i miss her the most. what am i going to do this winter? one whole month i'll be away from my friends...tabby lives one hour away. anna lives only 15 minutes away...but will she hang out with me? eric, tyler...hour or more...andrea..an hour. and Chris. Chris is a commuter so he has to come to Urbana for school everyday. but will me living here be enough to bring him back every once in awhile? he likes me and i like him...he said he wanted to give it a month before we date...so this is our month, will he try? he only lives 25-30 minutes away...i really hope that we will still hang out..how else will this relationship ever work? i haven't seen him in almost two weeks. it doesn't feel like that long. he's called me twice, sunday and wednesday. i guess thats why it doesn't seem like that long...i'm going to call him tomorrow, hopefully we can talk a bit..well he can talk a bit, lol...i just listen. but i'm okay with that because he's incredibly cute on the phone...just like in person..=]
well anyways..
is this wrong? i don't miss my family ever, then again i live in the same city as they do...but i don't want to be home for christmas! sure, christmas day i'll want to be here, christmas eve too...but i dont' want to be here an entire month...i want to be with my friends, see them ever day...i'm going to go crazy without tabby especially. at least i'll have anna...but i want tabby! all i want is tabby and Chris...hopefully i'll see Chris, theres no reason not to...but i won't see tabby =[
i'm sorry, this is kind of repetitive but its my thoughts just coming out...i've never loved my friends this much. i never had friends i loved, i've never missed my friends. i've always welcomed break. but then again, i didn't live with my friends any other year. and they weren't good friends. my friends now are the best friends in the world. i don't want to be away from them. tabby and anna are like my sisters...i'm always with them. Chris of course...i want him...seeing Eric and Alex brightens my day, my favorite seniors that i'll miss like crazy next year...what will i do without everyone for a month...
its been two freaking days and i miss them. tabby has been texting me almost constantly for the last two days and has called me twice. i miss her the most. what am i going to do this winter? one whole month i'll be away from my friends...tabby lives one hour away. anna lives only 15 minutes away...but will she hang out with me? eric, tyler...hour or more...andrea..an hour. and Chris. Chris is a commuter so he has to come to Urbana for school everyday. but will me living here be enough to bring him back every once in awhile? he likes me and i like him...he said he wanted to give it a month before we date...so this is our month, will he try? he only lives 25-30 minutes away...i really hope that we will still hang out..how else will this relationship ever work? i haven't seen him in almost two weeks. it doesn't feel like that long. he's called me twice, sunday and wednesday. i guess thats why it doesn't seem like that long...i'm going to call him tomorrow, hopefully we can talk a bit..well he can talk a bit, lol...i just listen. but i'm okay with that because he's incredibly cute on the phone...just like in person..=]
well anyways..
is this wrong? i don't miss my family ever, then again i live in the same city as they do...but i don't want to be home for christmas! sure, christmas day i'll want to be here, christmas eve too...but i dont' want to be here an entire month...i want to be with my friends, see them ever day...i'm going to go crazy without tabby especially. at least i'll have anna...but i want tabby! all i want is tabby and Chris...hopefully i'll see Chris, theres no reason not to...but i won't see tabby =[
i'm sorry, this is kind of repetitive but its my thoughts just coming out...i've never loved my friends this much. i never had friends i loved, i've never missed my friends. i've always welcomed break. but then again, i didn't live with my friends any other year. and they weren't good friends. my friends now are the best friends in the world. i don't want to be away from them. tabby and anna are like my sisters...i'm always with them. Chris of course...i want him...seeing Eric and Alex brightens my day, my favorite seniors that i'll miss like crazy next year...what will i do without everyone for a month...
