Everyone needs to complain every now and then. I just wanted to get things off my chest. I haven't complained about any of these once. I've kept them inside and just kinda ignored them. But they've built up on me. And none of you really know anyone in my I thought this would be the appropriate place to do so. You don't need to read this or comment. This is here purely for my own generally wellness and is used as a way of venting. Somethings may make me seem bitchy, jealous, etc; I don't care. It's how I feel. I'm not here to be judge. But to express myself.

Problem 1: Two of my friends are dating. We'll call them...Sarah and Sam.
Let me give you the run down on these two. Sarah and Sam have been good friends for a very long time. Sam used to be without a doubt, 100% in love with Sarah. Sarah denied him every time though. She liked other people and felt no reason to date him. Sam then began liking me. We dated for a short while, but we still remained good friends after we broke up. A few weeks ago, Sam got in a car accident. He was badly injured and hospitalized for about a week. When he got out, Sarah visited him the next day and spent all day with him. I noticed her Facebook status went from "single to in a relationship." I asked her with you, but she didn't respond. I then decided to check Sam's Facebook, because I had a sneaky suspicion that it was with her. Obviously, they are. But the thing is...why would Sarah date him now? My theory is that because Sam broke up with his last girlfriend after the accident and Sarah just wanted to be there for him. What are friends for right? But, I mean, come on! I feel like she's only dating him because he was in the car accident. She didn't feel romantically towards him whatsoever before the accident. I know this because her and I have discussed it many times. I have slight feelings for Sam...that's another thing that's bothering me about this. So I hate the fact that their dating because, I have feelings for Sam and IT'S TOTALLY FAKE!

Problem 2: My best friend has completely turned her back on me. Let's call her...Jane.
Jane and I used to be very good friends. We'd do everything together: go to the movies, sleep over at each others houses, go to the mall, everything. Lately, she's been getting interested in boys that I can't stand whatsoever. All these boys think about is sex, sex, and more sex. And that's all they want out of Jane. Jane is blind to this. She keeps hanging out with him, slowly getting closer and closer to "committing the deed." She refuses to listen to me when I try to talk to them about it. She also has been hanging out with her other "best friends." Best friends of which she constantly talks shit on when she's with me. Does that make any sense at all? She hates a bitch and yet spends all her time with them and these asshole guys and ignoring me completely. I have two classes with her. She doesn't talk to me in either. Ever. It's like we're not even friends anymore. And when we do talk, she's constantly telling me that we need to hang out. And yet, every time I text her to do something she writes back "Oh, I'm hanging out with so-and-so. I can't." It's ridiculous! If we're such good friends why in the hell am I being totally ignored by her?

Problem 3: I hate my brother's girlfriend. Let's call them James and Jessica.
My brother and Jessica have been dating for about 9 months now. I really liked Jessica at first. She seemed like an awesome person. She was really nice and didn't seem to give off any bad vibes. Recently, they've hit a rocky patch. They're constantly breaking up and getting back together. Jessica is calling me and my dad ALL the time complaining about how they're fighting. James is always sad and depressed. He actually got put on anti-depressants because of all of this. She's destroying all of us. She's annoying the shit out of me. Not to mention, the last time they broke up she told James that I told her to break up with him. Uh, are you crazy? No! I never said anything of the sort. And another thing that bothers me...they are no doubt going to get married. It's just something you can tell. And it pisses me off. I do not want to be related to that bitch.

So those are the 3 things on my mind. I'm glad to get them off. But I am not feeling better. At all.
Posted on December 7th, 2008 at 12:48am


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