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so this blog is basically going to be my rambling, but read it at your own risk, as im not sure im even able to write coherent sentences at this point. but see, im betting no one reads it cuz its kinda pointless for anyone but me. if you do you get a cookie.
+so write the weather is being totally crazy. its been freezing cold for monthes(winter..duh), then its almost warm out. so very close for about a week. now its snowing again. im so ready for spring, with the sun, warmness, and thunderstorms bring it on. but of course people dont live in cincinnati for weather predictabilty. actually im not sure why people live in cincinnati.
+so last night was totally crazy. we (my friends and i) had a hot tub party. absolutely in-sane. i had a blast.
+we had to schedule for our classes next year. i have no idea what classes i should take.i was pretty much flipping out. i should have went to the counselors but i didnt.im very sorry i didnt. i have a bad habit of not doing what i should do, and then im sorry about it later. im lazy that way.
+right now i should be writing a fictional narrative for my english portfolio so i can get into honors next year. now let me clarify that i hate writing(though i LOVE reading, and vocab) and i really cant write. but you see i love history, and to be ap history next year you have to be in honors english. stupid much? yes. sorry for all the school slang in there. honors are the really hard classes. and ap classes you take for college credit.
+ i had a crazy random amazing dream last night. it was about FOB. ive never had a dream about a band.i was friends with them and we just did a whole bunch of crazy stuff. i loved it.
+i ruined my mp3 player. im very sad about that. now i didnt mean too. see i had it in my purse yesterday, and while we were walking to the hot tub party my body spray and my gaterade spilled, and my pants got soaked, along with my phone ( which was strangely ok), and my mp3 player. which doesnt work as we already went over.
+ok now. boys. or a boy. yes this boy is beautiful. brown eyes that totally melt me, and smile to die for.kinda crazy. maybe alot crazy. but totally sweet.not to mention he has pretty good taste in music too. rise against, goldfinger, billy talent, the real mckenzies. amazing.but all that was coming from a girl who has been totally owned for monthes now. but see the problem is that im at a complete loss for what to do. sometimes i think he likes me. winked at me in biology,crazy conversations after school on the computer. but we never talked in school. and i dont know why. well i know why ive never talked to him. lets just say im not a shy person around people i know, but i have a fear of people i dont know. its an honest to god fear. at big groups of people i dont know ive actually gotten sick. yeah. im getting kinda frustrated. i dont know what to do! grrrr...
+im dying for the new FOB cd.