When the sun rises...
everytime i look up at the sun rise it makes me think
how can i screw this day up, great way to look at life
but i cant stop, i feel like im alone all the time
and no one can pull me out
but when the sun sets, i see my sister and i usually feel as though i have failed her
i dont want to fail her, im tried of failing people, a lot of people
i sometimes wonder how people put up with me, how i even put up with myself and the only way i know how is to hurt
emotionally and physically
but its scary and i dont know how to stop
i beat myself up inside
but the inside of me is bruised and scarred
how can i screw this day up, great way to look at life
but i cant stop, i feel like im alone all the time
and no one can pull me out
but when the sun sets, i see my sister and i usually feel as though i have failed her
i dont want to fail her, im tried of failing people, a lot of people
i sometimes wonder how people put up with me, how i even put up with myself and the only way i know how is to hurt
emotionally and physically
but its scary and i dont know how to stop
i beat myself up inside
but the inside of me is bruised and scarred
