This is no anthem, cause anthems are proud
and pride isn't something this is about...
Walking the same road, my shoes full of hope..
waiting for something that I can control.
I walked on the same road again today. The same road I have been taking for the last 6 years. My shoes are full of hope.
Hoping that my last few months will go smoothly, no teenage drama, just... nothing.
I feel that it's time that I move out of this house, at least on the weekdays.
I need to stand on my own to feet, decide what I will eat, when I will eat it, what I want to do, without thinking about someone in the family.
this may sound selfish, but I can't stand it anymore. To be the little kid...
though I feel alot older, i'm just 18...
I want to decide on these little things in life, that noone would pay attention to...
things like deciding when I will go to bed, without my parents yelling up the stairs, at what time I need to get home, without my parent come pick me up.
I'm ready to start my reallife.. cause highschool life is .. nothing
Walking the same road, my shoes full of hope..
waiting for something that I can control.
I walked on the same road again today. The same road I have been taking for the last 6 years. My shoes are full of hope.
Hoping that my last few months will go smoothly, no teenage drama, just... nothing.
I feel that it's time that I move out of this house, at least on the weekdays.
I need to stand on my own to feet, decide what I will eat, when I will eat it, what I want to do, without thinking about someone in the family.
this may sound selfish, but I can't stand it anymore. To be the little kid...
though I feel alot older, i'm just 18...
I want to decide on these little things in life, that noone would pay attention to...
things like deciding when I will go to bed, without my parents yelling up the stairs, at what time I need to get home, without my parent come pick me up.
I'm ready to start my reallife.. cause highschool life is .. nothing
I have thought about it..
and I think I have enough resposibility to do it...
I'm still gonna come home every weekend, like everybody else does..
I just need to move out... I need the freedom...
champagne supernova*, March 5th, 2007 at 03:47:43pm
Look i know a few people who dorm in collage and they say he best thing and the worst thing about it is that their parents arent there. They arent there to tell them to do whatever but they also arent there to tell them about important things.........Its a pretty well balenced thing that you really gotta thik hard about. Is it better with them or without them, its your decision
Blarg!, March 5th, 2007 at 03:13:11pm