internet boy...

Why is it I fall in love with every girl I meet?

So replace the girl with boy and you have me...

Thats an amazing quote from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I love love love that movie...but anyways, this is the biggest catastrophe yet. Having to do with love, of course, like everything in my life.Nothing else matters but love, so that's all I ever write about. Relationships, friends, family, everything important revolves around love.

So here's the weird situation.

I met this guy on the internet. Dan. This uber cute blondish brownish haired guy with dreadlocks and a bandanna. But I fell for him long before I saw his picture. The stupidest thing is I fell for him TONIGHT. On the internet.

It started out with talk of being horny until I told him I'm not into all that. I figured he was just another creepy guy who only patrolled the chat rooms looking for cyber sex. But he kept talking to me. And I found out he's just a normal guy. Well not normal, really freaking awesome. He's in college, like me. Going for biochemistry. Then minoring in Physics and Philosophy. So he's obviously smart. Then I figure out he's hoping to work for NASA this summer! Ugghhh...perfection. Oh and he's going to Bonnaroo, an awesome music festival. He's into Jazz. And he used to be a music major...what I planned on majoring in until I found out my school doesn't offer it. We talked about everything. He was smart, witty, interesting...but I'm devastated, he lives far away...He's going to school in Boston. He lives in New York. Then of course he's going to California for the summer if he can get the internship at NASA. And if he can't do that...he's going to travel around the country playing music with his friends. He's the perfect guy. But I found him on the internet and he's miles and miles away...

So back to falling in love with every guy I meet. When I first started talking to him I thought he was cool but I was wary of him because he's an internet person seeking out cyber sex, duhhh. But then I figured out he was cool. And he actually talked to me. For two hours. By the end of the conversation I got his phone number and a picture. And I fell in love. Not literally, of course. Not even emotionally. Its just infatuation. But of course I'm frustrated. If only he lived in Ohio. Even if he was all the way on the other side of the state, I wouldn't mind. But he's hours and hours away. Who knows if he'd even like me if he met me. But I think I'd like him. I've never liked a guy on the internet before. And I've never ever considered dating a guy on the internet...But Dan is just perfect.

He looks like the kind of guy who'd be out of my league, anyway. But ugh, I wish not.

Oh well. I'll get over it. At least I made a new friend.