Religion...

Well, see the thing is I don't really know what religion I am. I'm f*cking 13 for Whoever's sakes! Right now I'm looking into every religion I hear about, researching it, and basing what one I join on my beliefs, though some of what I read is shaping my beliefs as well.

So really, things from the Bible will only confuse me. One of the main reasons - and this will sound shallow unless I explain it, which I will - that I don't just jump right into Christianity is that I can't understand any of the Bible, and whatever I can understand brings me more frustrating questions.

See, my belief is why be a part of a religion that makes no sense? The Bible is one of the most important parts of Christianity, and if I can't understand it how can I understand the religion at all?

If something makes no sense to me to the point where it's frustrating, and it's frustrating to the point where I want to chuck it at a wall and burn it, is it really for me?

At the moment I'm looking into Judaism. Right now my beliefs are a sort of mixture of Christianity and Judaism, which means there's no church for me and no holy book or whatever for me to read that will throw a little of this religion sh*t into perspective for me.

I'm trying to find myself in every way I can, religion included. I need a religious identity as well as any other kind of identity. A religious identity helps make up an overall identity, the way I see it.

So yeah. Anything Biblical confuses the crap outta me. Sad

I'm not gonna be an atheist, because I do believe that God exists. I'm just not sure who He really is or what He does for us. Was Jesus really the Messiah? They say that he said to prove he was he would die, be dead for three days, and then rise from the dead.

Nobody saw Jesus rise. My grandma asked, "If Jesus wasn't the Messiah, and someone really stole His body, why didn't they fess up and give it back?"

There are a few reasons that this COULD HAVE happened.

First of all, maybe His disciples felt bad for turning from Him, so they stole His body to make it up to Him so they really would believe He was the Messiah.

Secondly, maybe whoever stole His body didn't want to fess up because they didn't want to be in trouble.

I don't know. The whole Jesus thing is perplexing, to say the least. All religion is perplexing.

Atheism is a religion, too. I'd like to point that out. Their belief is that there is no God. Their belief.

I dunno. Religion just confuses the shit outta me. What're you gonna do, y'know? I guess it doesn't have to make sense, or maybe it's just not supposed to and I'm overthinking things a little bit. Okay, a lot-tle bit. But I'm sure I'll find the right one for me someday.
Posted on April 17th, 2009 at 08:04pm

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