You were always so Beautiful

this is a Journal on Mibba, But Recently I pissed the person I wrote it about off a lot. so this is a repost, edited a little bit
And I never saw it.
Why did I never see it? Maybe because you were never here, Maybe because I never got to see you in person.
Every once and a wile I'll get sick of people being in love and I'll want to say something love sick to you on GSB. But I can't force my self to say your amazingly gorgeous. Or even that your pretty.
The night I called you 3 times so You could hear them Play hum Along the song That I listened to before we got together.
Now Things just don't work out. Well, for you.
I tried to find some one new. All I got was a lie. then I met Mindy, And I'm so happy with her.
I didn't mean the things I said to you, and I really do wish you would come back to GSB.

You were always so much More beautiful than I gave you credit for.
And Maybe if I had seen it before we could still be together. Maybe if I really believed it and Treated you better things would have worked out.
I'm sorry for the things I put you threw, for every word I said trying to get you to feel like shit so I could feel better.

And I can be your friend. I can still be close to you and listen to your problems like before. because I still love you, but in a your my friend way.