Kyle.

I met Kyle my last day of work. He hadn't worked at CP the entire summer, started right after I left to go back to school. It was my luck I had to meet him my last day there. But I sure am glad I did. He is the nicest guy I have ever met. So nice I almost don't trust him. But I want to. We hit it off instantly. Apparently he is pretty shy but he wasn't around me. We spent one entire day together and when we said our goodbyes it was like we had known each other forever. We now text non stop. I can't believe I met him. I can't believe I only got to know him for one day. I miss him. Is that possible? To know someone for one day and already miss him? The things he says to me are the sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. Yet we are only friends. He is just the sweetest guy. But I think I'd be naive to fully trust him. He lives three hours away from me. I can't understand why he adores me the way he does. I must have put some wicked spell on him unknowingly for him to say the sweet things he says to me. I don't know what is going on anymore. I don't know what to think of our crazy passionate and quick friendship. He claims I'm the highlight of his day. He says I'm the sweetest girl he knows. What did I do to make him think this? I am not awesome or amazing or sweet. I'm not charming or charismatic. I barely have any friends. Yet this amazing guy is saying it feels like we have known each other forever, it feels like we are best friends. And I don't know what to think. I don't trust the world and I am sad for that. I wish I could trust Kyle but I can't. I don't know what he wants out of me. My friends say it sounds like he is crazy for me, but I don't trust that either. I have never met someone like him. And surely no guy has said the things he says to me, other than my ex boyfriend who loved me with all his heart. I know Kyle can't possibly love me. So what did I do to deserve such adoration? I am not the gorgeous girl with a wicked personality. And I am scared to death I will disappoint him when he finds out I'm just an average person. Or even worse, when he finds out I'm a pot smoking, cigarette addicted, half drunk loser...I don't even deserve a friend like him.