Why it is hard when u feel different or excluded from anything that surrounds you.........
I feel like the last year or 3, that I am different! Ever since I started middle school I've felt this way. I started middle school in 2008 and it is curently 2010! When I started I knew I was always the weird girl. But when it hit the 8 (In 2008 ) it was like everything went down hill. There is only 1 middle school in my town sooo basically everyone collided here and its like bigger classes (about 23 kids per class which is kinda big (at least for me anyways) as I hate how crouded and loud it gets). Anyways I lost friends because they ended up becoming preppy or I just hated how they acted, or who thay hung out with (mostly just because they would hang out with the slutty girls). So I feel different because im the girl that is always in black or has her hair dyed every week/month/year and an eyebrow peirced. Everyone looks at me and assumes im a joke or something. They refer to me as goth, emo, or a crazy girl with an attitude and issues. They never get to know me (or atleast the REAL me) first because once you do you'll know that I AM a crazy girl, I DO wear lots of black, and I WILL have issues with you if you bother me. If you are my friend and you have a problem with some people, I will help in a second. I am emotional and I dont really show it! But when I do it comes from the heart. So I am weird and stuff so everyone thinks I have problems cuz of that? But no I dont! I hate how people are so judgemental its just retarted! I am different though and proud of it, even though people look at me differently in a bad way! So WHAT EVER!!!!!!!!! I AM WHO I AM!!!!!!! 
(This is my first blog sooo dont get mad plz!)
(This is my first blog sooo dont get mad plz!)
Sorry Jordan I didnt understand what you ment!!!! Sorry........Sorry!
nadiaemo13, February 25th, 2010 at 11:59:48pm
Ok thanx Shorty of Suburbia ur pretty right I know what you mean!!!!!
nadiaemo13, February 25th, 2010 at 10:32:13pm
I'm not saying that you shouldn't be who you want to be... But I know first hand what it's like to be looked down upon for having different style/ beliefs and everything, but you shouldn't put people down by calling them sl*ts and preps and stuff because that just makes you sink to their level.
But what you SHOULD do is keep your head high and be proud of who you are, and know that you're a good person by not judging others because you don't like to be judged.
#1 rule for life: Treat others how you want to be treated.
Shorty of Suburbia, February 25th, 2010 at 07:09:14pm
Also,
I hate how people are so judgemental its just retarted! ... Anyways I lost friends because they ended up becoming preppy or I just hated how they acted.
Look deep into the parka.
BREASTS, February 24th, 2010 at 11:16:16pm
Yeah not cool, tough stuff.
Dont go slagging people off after they nicely point out something.
BREASTS, February 24th, 2010 at 11:11:48pm
Hey this is my idea of a blog so w.e! dont like it? i didnt ask you!
nadiaemo13, February 24th, 2010 at 08:35:55pm
You should work on your grammar, if this was a blah that would be cool but blogs are held up higher.
nadroj, February 24th, 2010 at 04:21:07pm
Agreed ; same here I can be emotional ; and I dont care what people say :)
vett, February 24th, 2010 at 03:40:41pm
Yeah I am very emotional but it kinda hurts to show it! :(
nadiaemo13, February 23rd, 2010 at 10:37:56pm
I agree. I am emotional too. ^-^
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midorifreak., February 23rd, 2010 at 10:20:04pm
i understand!!! luv yuu nadia!!!
TheReflectingGod, February 23rd, 2010 at 08:50:50pm