Tonight, Tonight

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
And you know you're never sure
But your sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight



I finally threw away all of the notes. I saved hunderds of notes that my high school ex wrote me nearly every school day for two years. Storm was the center of my life for two years and always on my mind for a third. We broke up over a year ago and I couldn't let go. I couldn't throw away the notes, I couldn't forget him. But I finally did it. Its not that I still love Storm. I am the one who broke up with him. I just couldn't let him go. I thought he was the only one who would ever love me and it was tragic because I couldn't love him back. Then I met John, and he has loved me more than Storm ever did and I love him back. More than I ever loved Storm, even though I couldn't let him go. I realize now that Storm was an important part of my past, but he needs to stay in the past. Keeping the notes just proved that I couldn't move on. Today I did it though. As I listened to Tonight, Tonight by Smashing Pumpkins I burned the last picture and threw away all of those notes. I let him go. Today is a beginning. I feel like I am free.

Today is the greatest
Day I've ever kown
Can't live for tomorrow
Tomorrow's much too long
I burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I have ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I've tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day
That I have ever known

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you round
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
Today is the greatest day
That I have ever known


So today I leave you behind, Storm Lattimer.
Posted on March 5th, 2010 at 12:19pm

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